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Its sort of sad how something can feel so right while its happening, and afterwards, the guilt and regret settles in. Perhaps it's not regret for doing it, but for how you did it.
I ended a friendship yesterday. It was a full-day project, and a full- day waste. I feel horrible. I dont feel horrible about this ex-friend, but I feel horrible for making her hurt more than I had to. I came out on top, if you're looking at it, but on the bottom if you're actually feeling it. Her other various friends are telling her that I'm worthless and that they didnt like me from the start, which is funny, considering they never really showed that before. Maybe its just something to make her feel better, which she does need to do. I never asked to make her upset. I did it anyway, but I think it was simply because I could.
Girl X: If you are reading this, Im sorry for the level of cruelty that I took our fiasco to. That part was wrong of me. My sincere apologies are being delivered to you. Whether you accept them is your own decision. If you're still interested, six months doesnt sound like such a bad idea. If its not an option in your book, then I understand. I will go on as my original plan had allowed.
I ended a friendship yesterday. It was a full-day project, and a full- day waste. I feel horrible. I dont feel horrible about this ex-friend, but I feel horrible for making her hurt more than I had to. I came out on top, if you're looking at it, but on the bottom if you're actually feeling it. Her other various friends are telling her that I'm worthless and that they didnt like me from the start, which is funny, considering they never really showed that before. Maybe its just something to make her feel better, which she does need to do. I never asked to make her upset. I did it anyway, but I think it was simply because I could.
Girl X: If you are reading this, Im sorry for the level of cruelty that I took our fiasco to. That part was wrong of me. My sincere apologies are being delivered to you. Whether you accept them is your own decision. If you're still interested, six months doesnt sound like such a bad idea. If its not an option in your book, then I understand. I will go on as my original plan had allowed.