So much DrAmA
Well I did'nt look at the last time i wrote in here but either way i guess it does not matter when I do an don't!!!! So much shit happened yesterday an i know this entry might get boring but i have to get this offa my chest......i mean there was a happy ending but it sucked........My mom woke up at like 6a.m.an she woke me up not that she was loud it just woke me up.......so as soon as it woke me up i ran to the bath room an from like 6-7 i spent that lil hour which seemed like forever sick as hell.....i took some tummy meds an went back to sleep an woke up at like 11a.m. when pierre called me bc i called him when i was sick an wanted himto come sit with me bc when i am sick i just wanna be with him an no one else......So he called me at 11a.m. an got on my computer to check my mail an when i did that there was a message on my comp from pierre saying that he liked this convo i had with some Stupid ass guy that dont mean shit off the internet( god i hate the fuckin internet for real) So needless to say i didnt deny talkin to the guy bc he saw the convo's an when i tried to talk to pierre about this guy he blew me off.......so he told me that we were done an over with that it wasnt gonna work an that he just didnt wanna talk to me....well we all know how that goes......So i started cryin an he said not to call him bc he was not gonna answer an he wasnt gonna get on yahoo anymore so he was never gonna talk to me an he said "after today you think im playin we are done we wont be talkin anymore after today"......an i told him ok well wee will see about that tomorrow an i was like for real just talk to me right now today an i willjust leave u alone from here out.....SYKE that will never happen......so we talked an then within an hour of bein on the phone with him it was back to tellin each other we loved each other an he was askin me to come over an come get him so him bein mad at me i did.....bc i love him an i want it to work more then i could ever express to anyone thru any words........so later on in the day we were talkin an he told me that Nicole BITCH is not preg for sure he knows now i guess so that made me happier.........but ya so i guess its ok now hes actin kinda weird bc i know he is mad at me but the way i look at it talkin to someone over this shit is alot better then face to face like he has done a couple times......or tellin girls that he knows he wants to be with them an yet the girl dont know about me........so i unno i guess its back to the good ol' one day at a time.........
On another note all you xmas breakers have a great holiday.......hope u kids all have a blast an dont get in trouble!!!!!
Jess- we have to get together call me for real.....but if i dont get to see you i will see u soon bc soon enough DQ will be open!!!!love ya miss ya a ton......tell ben i said hi an i miss him too.......XOxo
Well i love you all trust that.....hope i get to see u ice cream princess' soon!!!!