Goin cRaZy
Well this weekend sucked my ass......i sat around all weekend an didnt feel good for most of it.......headach an shit all weekend which was gay but i guess the really gay part about the weekend is i just felt like i didnt have no one (except my girls:)>i thought that me an pierre worked everything out an i guess we didnt......i find out today if we are ever gonna talk again........the convo this morning ended with " well wee will see if i dont call you today then u know u will never talk to me again" which as much as he is pissin me of i dont want that to be it.....i just dont get him at all right now.....one minute its i love you i wanna be with you an i wanna work things out an ya i care about u......then its like lets just hang up an we wont talk anymore.....i just wanna be important to him magain an i wonder if i even am any more.....he told me yesterday that when he is with his boys he doesnt even think about me so it makes me wonder what he is doin when im not with him......all the many things he could do but he says he dont do anything wrong.....i just dont get it i hate it i see all these movies where all the relationships are perfect an i just want that to be me. i know i love the shit outta him an i know things happen for a reason but there better be a really fu**in good reason for me puttin up with this shit......ugh i hate messed ^ relation ships....
ShOuT oUtZ
PiErRe- sweetie i love you to death y do we have to go through this crap.....it needs to go back the way wee used to be......back when u showed me that u cared about me an the way i feel.<3
JeSSy: i think i love you!....lol jk i do but not all sexual just like a sister one big happy DQ family type shit.....thanks for bein here.....its great to know......HELL YA im state bound.....xo
Stacey....love ya miss ya mucho.....i think this whole b*rad love thing is gettin to ya....sometimes i wonder if ur still alive.....lol im just kidding im glad ur happy! im here for ya if u need me...thanks for bein there for me it helps to know i have a couple ppl....
Kelly....im so glad to hear from you....i miss the good ol' days.....132 (i luv ya)
linds a. what the hell happened to you? where the f**k did you go sweets!! luv ya miss ya...
HoLlA aT mE pImPs An PlAyAs