Blah and Happy
Is it weird that I can be feeling kind of blah and still feel happy? Because I’m afraid that I might be getting sick, so that’s where the whole blah thing comes in. But good things are happening in my life, so I feel happy. I am just a confused person.
I went to my school’s film fest last Friday. It was the first time I’d been to one. It was good fun. I watched Requiem for a Dream for the first time. The end made me cringe. That movie was very upfront about everything. It just really depressed me at the end. It’s weird that I thought it was well done but I’ll never watch it again. Probably because I can still see the scenes playing in my mind more clearly than I’d like.
I’m so happy that I finished the chapter of Perfection Is A Lie that I was working on. It had been driving me nuts, but I finally got it done. I’m having a little party in my head. So I should be putting the next chapter up some time soon. It’s been forever.
I now have a Gmail account thanks to rawiyaparand. I have a truck load of space. It’s great. So I’d like to send a big thank you to her. *huggles*
I’m going home soon. I can’t wait. My flight leaves at six o’clock in the morning the day before Thanksgiving. And I have a layover in Atlanta. That airport is huge. But I’ll be home! I don’t have to come back to school until right after New Years. It’s going to be sooooo great to be home. I’m just so happy. But I’m planning on going to Tampa one weekend to do a little bit of partying with one of my close friends while I’m on break. She has to go back to school between Christmas and Thanksgiving, but I don’t. The free life will be nice.
I went to my school’s film fest last Friday. It was the first time I’d been to one. It was good fun. I watched Requiem for a Dream for the first time. The end made me cringe. That movie was very upfront about everything. It just really depressed me at the end. It’s weird that I thought it was well done but I’ll never watch it again. Probably because I can still see the scenes playing in my mind more clearly than I’d like.
I’m so happy that I finished the chapter of Perfection Is A Lie that I was working on. It had been driving me nuts, but I finally got it done. I’m having a little party in my head. So I should be putting the next chapter up some time soon. It’s been forever.
I now have a Gmail account thanks to rawiyaparand. I have a truck load of space. It’s great. So I’d like to send a big thank you to her. *huggles*
I’m going home soon. I can’t wait. My flight leaves at six o’clock in the morning the day before Thanksgiving. And I have a layover in Atlanta. That airport is huge. But I’ll be home! I don’t have to come back to school until right after New Years. It’s going to be sooooo great to be home. I’m just so happy. But I’m planning on going to Tampa one weekend to do a little bit of partying with one of my close friends while I’m on break. She has to go back to school between Christmas and Thanksgiving, but I don’t. The free life will be nice.