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i really don't use this much anymore but for some reason i feel like typing this in here because i know the people who need to see it will and i am obvisouly not getting through to them in any other way...
i like how about six months ago i went to applebees for dinner with a friend and we were talking about how after beach week you see who your real friends are and you will notice that you do not hang out with the people you use to as much. Well i have found this to be true but the weird thing is, is that it isnt the people i expected. The people who don't act like they use to are the people that actually gave me this insight in the first place, maybe it is because they have gone off to college and met knew friends or that maybe i was just one of those friends that you called when every one else was busy. The worst part about it is that these people use to get mad at me when i "blew" them off and "dissed" them and i use to take a lot of shit for it but now they are doing it to me?
now it think i would be less upsetting to me if this was coming from friends in my grade who just graduated because i guess i would have been expecting it, but this is coming from people who use to be some of the realest (yeah kinda a gay word but i used it get over it) people i knew, people i could actually talk to.
maybe i am just being completely over dramatic, or maybe i was never as close to them as i thought i was. but I feel like i just got dumped by a boy... or three.
i like how about six months ago i went to applebees for dinner with a friend and we were talking about how after beach week you see who your real friends are and you will notice that you do not hang out with the people you use to as much. Well i have found this to be true but the weird thing is, is that it isnt the people i expected. The people who don't act like they use to are the people that actually gave me this insight in the first place, maybe it is because they have gone off to college and met knew friends or that maybe i was just one of those friends that you called when every one else was busy. The worst part about it is that these people use to get mad at me when i "blew" them off and "dissed" them and i use to take a lot of shit for it but now they are doing it to me?
now it think i would be less upsetting to me if this was coming from friends in my grade who just graduated because i guess i would have been expecting it, but this is coming from people who use to be some of the realest (yeah kinda a gay word but i used it get over it) people i knew, people i could actually talk to.
maybe i am just being completely over dramatic, or maybe i was never as close to them as i thought i was. but I feel like i just got dumped by a boy... or three.