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how. why. i can't believe this is happening again. i cant take it anymore, i just cant. My sister was killed exactly four months ago by a drunk driver..who i was so angry at but then i think and why dont i get angry at my fiends who get behind the wheel completely trashed? I know i can say that i have never and will never drive drunk, but i have gotten in the car with someone who has been drinking more than a few times. People always ask me why i dont drink and why i always have a reason not too.. i guess you see why now.. my life i like it. I'm not calling wes stupid for getting behind the wheel becuase we always think that stuff like this won't happen to us, but guess what guys it does. I didnt think i was going to be so upset by wes' death, i thought i would be the one to comfort my friends who were much closer with him then i was. I went to the accident site to see how everyone was doing and kind of pay my respects, and i completely lost it i couldnt control the tears coming from eyes for Wes for my Sister and for those of whose lives are affected by this. I never went to the scene of my sister's accident becuase i knew i wouldnt be able to handle it and seeing that pole spilt in four makes me thankful that i never took the trop up to see it.
The saddest part of all of this is that people will still not change their ways.. people might be careful for like a week but then people will start to do it again and think that they are "good drivers drunk" i hate when people say that i HATE IT i dont care how you drive drunk its not how you want to go.. it is not how you want people to remeber you. Wes was a talented drummer and an amazing person but people will also remeber that he was drinking and driving.. and for that people will call him stupid. He is not stupid not at all just another teenager who thinks that stuff like that can not happen to them.Please for the sake of your friends and loved ones be careful when u drive, when u die go to a better place but people here on earth are stuck living with out you.
RIP Katie 6.10.04 Wes 10.10.04 please god dont make me add ne more.. please i ask
The saddest part of all of this is that people will still not change their ways.. people might be careful for like a week but then people will start to do it again and think that they are "good drivers drunk" i hate when people say that i HATE IT i dont care how you drive drunk its not how you want to go.. it is not how you want people to remeber you. Wes was a talented drummer and an amazing person but people will also remeber that he was drinking and driving.. and for that people will call him stupid. He is not stupid not at all just another teenager who thinks that stuff like that can not happen to them.Please for the sake of your friends and loved ones be careful when u drive, when u die go to a better place but people here on earth are stuck living with out you.
RIP Katie 6.10.04 Wes 10.10.04 please god dont make me add ne more.. please i ask