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So. My stepsister/ex-roomate exraordinaire has left. For grad school. Has her own apartment waiting for her. Kinda...permanent and all.
It sorta just hit me. I mean, i saw the boxes and stuff disappearing. I knew she was leaving. But I don't think I totally registered how truly permanent it was going to be.
Not to mention she took the nice cat of the two. And yes, while the cat she took was hers, and the one that was left behind is mine, mine's just annoying. -_-;;;
So yeah. She's gone. And I have all this space that I will end up usurping but it's strange. Makes me want to escape even more to my own place. But I require a lot more $ squirreled away before I attempt that. I have calculations that put my total expenses for the month including the must-have internet around $800 and...it's just not time for that. That's my two paychecks plus other money presumably in the bank. The logical thing is to rent with a roomie, bring the cost down.
I just don't have any good friends like that I'd considering rooming with other than like, my brother. And he did show interest--just after college. Which will be in like...3 years from now. Ironically, I'll be off my stepdad's insurance by then. Oh, the joys of life.
So yeah. Trying to save a bit more for when I will inevitably break into saved stuff. It's just a little hard sometimes.
It sorta just hit me. I mean, i saw the boxes and stuff disappearing. I knew she was leaving. But I don't think I totally registered how truly permanent it was going to be.
Not to mention she took the nice cat of the two. And yes, while the cat she took was hers, and the one that was left behind is mine, mine's just annoying. -_-;;;
So yeah. She's gone. And I have all this space that I will end up usurping but it's strange. Makes me want to escape even more to my own place. But I require a lot more $ squirreled away before I attempt that. I have calculations that put my total expenses for the month including the must-have internet around $800 and...it's just not time for that. That's my two paychecks plus other money presumably in the bank. The logical thing is to rent with a roomie, bring the cost down.
I just don't have any good friends like that I'd considering rooming with other than like, my brother. And he did show interest--just after college. Which will be in like...3 years from now. Ironically, I'll be off my stepdad's insurance by then. Oh, the joys of life.
So yeah. Trying to save a bit more for when I will inevitably break into saved stuff. It's just a little hard sometimes.