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[luvmealwayz]

im talking to nathan and i dont even know what to think anymore im very confused..this is horrible! hes tellin me not to do something cuz it cud possibly ruin my life if soemthing bad happens..like of course thats a definite YES i shudnt nemore if it cud ruin my life...but idk :/ and rite now i love derek soooo very much and i dont ever want to break up wtih him but i am very confused rite now! mann this sucks ass!! AND rite now derek and nathan are yelling at each other online and its making me mad cuz i keep tryin to talk to derek and he keeps saying hold on..gosh! :( i need major help! but yeah newayz im glad jeremy and i are friends again..even tho we barely even talk...but the other day he had this is his profile.."i wish i could make a promise to u that this wont ever happen again, i wish i could make a promise to u that we will always be friends, but it seems like after everytime i apologize, somthing sets me off and im back to making u feel like shit.. what the fuck is wrong with me?" how sweet is that??? gosh i luv him so much! but yeah SOME1 COMMENT! luv ya alwayz xox

oh yeahz!! OMGSH me n sarah went to zuma last sunday and i got sooo burnt its disgusting cuz i fell asleep on my stomach for like 2 hours cuz im an idiot and NOW IM PEELING ALL OVER MY BACK!!!! how VERY gross is taht??!?!?!??!!