late shifts..

May 04, 2004 00:41

My first late shift roster EVER! one word...
EXCRUATIATING!
did i spell that right? must remember to spell check.
Sure i get to sleep an hour or so more to cover the fact that i don't sleep as much as i should or need...
but i also feel like i've lost a greater part of my evenings? I guess i'll get used to it.
I am feeling somewhat melancholic so i burnt a whole CD of love songs and love what not...
Why? As Kerrie said in sex in the city... Anything is possible! So in honor of anything is possible... i'll make love song cd filled with love songs? Yes..
Happy in love... hurt by love... hopeful for love.. getting over love.. you name it , i got it.
Filipinos are certainly suckers for the good ol love songs cos the best songs are from Cindys OPM collections. Tellll meee where did i go wronggggg... what did i do to make you change your mind completely? duet by ariel and regine..Classic sunday variety show duet. what show is that again ?? hmm.
I would like to rewrite that song to tell me where did i go wrong.. what did i do to make me insane that i'm actually blaming myself that you don't love meeeeee...
hehe Now did i need to give a reason for my relationship retardedness? Hmm gad did i just quote that bimbo in big brother?? I think watching that first episode is enough for me to NOT WATCH any other... i still can't grasp the idea that one of them will win a million dollars? I think we need to be paid just as much to have them invade our TV nights ... *sigh*
It is my birthday next week... I feel like i'm going to be really depressed because of it and i'm TRYING VERY HARD not to be...
Can i turn 21 and start over again?
PLS?
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