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I have no desire to wallow today. Alas, wallowing is an art form best left with people like me. Too much damn time alone ... too much time to ponder about things that probably aren't worth pondering about.
About people not worth thinking about.
About things that aren't meant to be and situations that just happen. How are you? how is life? Why is the sky blue and water is wet? Ask myself more questions to drive myself more crazy? Yes.
That's the kind of mood I find myself today. I was just reading my journal from 2000. Ha.I got in bed and read about the kind of crap that I thought about three years ago? It's a little bit like the kind of crap I am thinking and feeling now but the scenery has just changed a little, the lighting is a little different and the leading man? quote from aloha (i miss her) ' same shit different smell'.
It's like a really bad sequel to an otherwise perfectly reasonable movie with an okay ending.
Someone asked me to introduced myself to him on yahoo today. Like????? My reply to that was I am in no mood to introduced myself. if you do not know who i am, then do not talk to me. THere is nothing to tell?
Bitch.
Yeah well. You have to be a bitch so that your heart doesn't get broken. Imagine the amount of times I could've saved myself the trouble my just being a fucking bitch?
There you go. Lesson no 1... be a btich so your heart won't get broken.
I'm really not heart broken.. i'm just reminscing about all the times that I was. I'm in that kind of mood. what's it called? FUCKED UP? yeah
maybe it's my sinus?
Maybe it's the cold and the headache?
Maybe it's my soon to be ear infection i can almost feel it.
Or maybe I am heartbroken? OVERRRR YOUUU??
*LOL* this is a moment to go into song.. in honor of jennifer hudson of AI3 .." weekend in new england.. 'oh yeah sing it. *sigh*
About people not worth thinking about.
About things that aren't meant to be and situations that just happen. How are you? how is life? Why is the sky blue and water is wet? Ask myself more questions to drive myself more crazy? Yes.
That's the kind of mood I find myself today. I was just reading my journal from 2000. Ha.I got in bed and read about the kind of crap that I thought about three years ago? It's a little bit like the kind of crap I am thinking and feeling now but the scenery has just changed a little, the lighting is a little different and the leading man? quote from aloha (i miss her) ' same shit different smell'.
It's like a really bad sequel to an otherwise perfectly reasonable movie with an okay ending.
Someone asked me to introduced myself to him on yahoo today. Like????? My reply to that was I am in no mood to introduced myself. if you do not know who i am, then do not talk to me. THere is nothing to tell?
Bitch.
Yeah well. You have to be a bitch so that your heart doesn't get broken. Imagine the amount of times I could've saved myself the trouble my just being a fucking bitch?
There you go. Lesson no 1... be a btich so your heart won't get broken.
I'm really not heart broken.. i'm just reminscing about all the times that I was. I'm in that kind of mood. what's it called? FUCKED UP? yeah
maybe it's my sinus?
Maybe it's the cold and the headache?
Maybe it's my soon to be ear infection i can almost feel it.
Or maybe I am heartbroken? OVERRRR YOUUU??
*LOL* this is a moment to go into song.. in honor of jennifer hudson of AI3 .." weekend in new england.. 'oh yeah sing it. *sigh*