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i havent updated in quite awhile now....nothing has been really going on...Ronnie and me are having our ups and downs we have gotten in so many arguments these past couple weeks but the beauty of it is making up. If we didnt make up then i would just die because i love that kid i would just simply die if i lost him!! hmm me and andrew havent been arguing wich is really suprising. but im just happy taht we get to talk. I love staying up till like 1 in the morning with him because we can just talk about random stuff and we can tell eachother everything pretty much. my birthday is in 2 days.... im a little excited but not much...jeez im 13 about to turn 14 and it still feels like im 10 i swear!! time goes by to fast.but sometimes its good taht it does or else those bad days would never end. andrew martinez's wordds of wisdom have helped me a lot...and so has WEEZER!! Weezer isnt like emo ...so listening to them every morning puts me in a really good mood! School's tommorow.....joy to the world ...over the past weekend i have become obsessed with sum 41... last night when i was talking to andrew he was listening to them and he played my favorite song "pieces" over and over that made me happy!!the school year is almost over wich means vegas baby in the summer!! and then the down part is ... i have to take summer school :/ but ill live. wow this year has gone buy so fast bt the good break through point was Christmas eve .... lets not go into detail there but its nothing bad.. hmm wow next year high school...sounds kinda scary wow it seems like just yesturday i was calming kara down the day before she started maybe in return she will do the same for me :) i have been wanting this one feeling for awhile... its like a craving. its a craving for having that feeling when you really like sombody and ur in love with them i remember that feeling i wish it had never gone away :( i miss it that would be the best birthday present ....do get that feeling again but if only wishes came true!i kno im crazy but i really miss that feeling i loved that feeling and i would love to love it again. wow im not sure if im making any sense but oh well this is just a place where i can let everything out no matter what people think. well this is proably long enough i might update on my birthday...
love always charli rose
i havent updated in quite awhile now....nothing has been really going on...Ronnie and me are having our ups and downs we have gotten in so many arguments these past couple weeks but the beauty of it is making up. If we didnt make up then i would just die because i love that kid i would just simply die if i lost him!! hmm me and andrew havent been arguing wich is really suprising. but im just happy taht we get to talk. I love staying up till like 1 in the morning with him because we can just talk about random stuff and we can tell eachother everything pretty much. my birthday is in 2 days.... im a little excited but not much...jeez im 13 about to turn 14 and it still feels like im 10 i swear!! time goes by to fast.but sometimes its good taht it does or else those bad days would never end. andrew martinez's wordds of wisdom have helped me a lot...and so has WEEZER!! Weezer isnt like emo ...so listening to them every morning puts me in a really good mood! School's tommorow.....joy to the world ...over the past weekend i have become obsessed with sum 41... last night when i was talking to andrew he was listening to them and he played my favorite song "pieces" over and over that made me happy!!the school year is almost over wich means vegas baby in the summer!! and then the down part is ... i have to take summer school :/ but ill live. wow this year has gone buy so fast bt the good break through point was Christmas eve .... lets not go into detail there but its nothing bad.. hmm wow next year high school...sounds kinda scary wow it seems like just yesturday i was calming kara down the day before she started maybe in return she will do the same for me :) i have been wanting this one feeling for awhile... its like a craving. its a craving for having that feeling when you really like sombody and ur in love with them i remember that feeling i wish it had never gone away :( i miss it that would be the best birthday present ....do get that feeling again but if only wishes came true!i kno im crazy but i really miss that feeling i loved that feeling and i would love to love it again. wow im not sure if im making any sense but oh well this is just a place where i can let everything out no matter what people think. well this is proably long enough i might update on my birthday...
love always charli rose