A women holds her men tight
Every day I love him a little bit more,
a little bit more, a little bit more.
Every day I love him just a little bit more,
and he loves me the same.
[Brad]
Every day I love her a little bit more,
a little bit more, a little bit more,
Every day I love her just a little bit more,
and she loves me the same.
[both]
Baby if ya wanna get on, baby if ya wanna get off.
It makes no sense at all, I saw red. I saw red. I saw red.
One more secret lover that I shot dead.
[Brad]
Every day I wake up, just a little bit more,
feelin' like a dog in the yard because it's just how we are.
[Gwen]
And every day I wonder if it's over,
when I wake up I realize no it isn't, and break down the
wall.
[Brad]
You say it's black but I just can't believe you.
[Gwen]
And if I say it's white say I'm just trying to deceive you.
[Brad]
And baby, I'm aware of the high and the low,
and I'll be waiting for you in the middle, but I just lack
control.
[both]
Baby if ya wanna get low, baby if ya wanna get high.
It makes no sense at all, I saw red. I saw red.
One more secret lover that I shot dead.
[Brad]
Girls don't go crazy, girls don't go crazy, oh girls don't crazy
when the men use you.
[Gwen]
Women hold your men tight, if it makes you feel all right,
It's your own life.
Fuck a couple of nights ago it was a little bit crazy I sorta got my ass whooped/stabbed the bitch in the back.
So Nikki goes to pick me up with gretch to go to hialeah.
the bitch takes me there we get off at muvico makes me walk to noras's house and then Karla comes out of nowhere saying she wanna fucking fight me.
fuck that bitch i stabbed her. i became mr stabby. for a min!
lol
well
i met someone a couple of weeks ago..
and things are looking up for both us in a weird way.
regarless i dont know if i can let him go.
... our relationship is fine.
Like always theres always a problem.
The BIG problem now is judging people regardless of knowing who he is and me doing drugs ofcourse.
Omg. I want to become 18 so bad already!
I can't stand people telling me what to do and I look forward to everyday I couldn't be happier for my life at the moment seriously, But obviously..
everone else around me feel like having DRAMA!
Omg why doesn't everyobe like mine and Nikki's parents drop the bullshit.
well.
he has been straight out with me sicne the begginign and not lied to me at all.
Which is good because I really fucking hate liars!
Anyway the main point of this current situation is mostly that I really like this guy. His name is Alfi, Alfredo. You see the problem is the situation he is and the type of life he lives that is the problem. He is jobless. Doesn't go to school Do drugs and well more like a delinquent.. yea.
well.
that STILL does not make him a bad person at all.
He tells me the sweetest things and we're so close and we share alot of the same thoughts and I make him breakfast everyday, he takes care of me good. and hhe saids he loves me, really i love this kid too hes awesome.but well i think it takes more than that for someone to fall in love. and he knows that as well as i do. for his heart has been broken before alot before too.
I've been calling Khamill.. and he's been txting me.. and my b/f's been talking back to him n shit. or like.. been iffy bout it and shit like oh wtF?
lol yea.
wtf? so seriously to tell u the truth.
i miss khamill alot.
but really i wouldnt leave my baby.
the whole relationship started a little bit weird.
I was in the middle of kendall tripping out on ccc's and high as fuck.
waiting for my ruca.
is the song that reminds me of my baby.
he undetstands. and i love that. and he talks to me straight out and i dont have to lie to him PLUS no cheating from any side! yea!
thats fucking awesome.
but thats not the point.
I talked to Khamill just a minute ago and he told me to wait for him, I told him the truth.
I'm falling in love I told him how my man feels, what he told me today, but like I've said before that doesn't make me positively sure of how I feel bout Alfi, I mean I have a good idea bout how I feel about this guy, ofcouse I'm not giving him my all, but sure as not licking his ass. and have a fair relationship between each other.
I love the way we treat each other.and it's been good. theres one more problem.
He's HOMELESS.
What am I doing with a homeless nigga?
huh?
what the fuck a broke ass nigga.
but he told me hell do my nails so he sorta bought my heart with those words.
hi baby.. i miss you:{ lol i just wana say thank u 4 taking care of me so well. you are the only girl that has treated me this way n i thank u 4 it. all me pass girl friends have all ways cheated on me. the only thing i can ofer you is my word n my heart. n right now you have my word. i dont give my heart out so eays any more cuz its been broken to many times. hopefully i can give you my heart and da only 2 things i ask u in dis relationship is that u don't lie 2 me, and that u don't cheat on me... trust me when i tell you. i will never cheat on you. w/b i miss you xox
He told me this shit and I was like ohhh man lol.
my repsond?
Why you alwayz be calling me sexy mama? huh t's funny.
Well anyways you ain't got to thank me I like doing things for you.. ur my daddy! lol
I miss you baby I wish I can see you now!
And I'm not going to cheat on you baby just like you don't want me to lie all I ask is for trust.
I value that alot.
I'm happy you finally mentioned something to me about how you felt, I really wanted to know but I didn't know how to like staight forward ask, I'm sometimes shy..
I really like you, Alfi, but just like you I'm scared to give my heart away too..
muah!!<3
ali my baby a misfit.