Recent Matters
It's the holidays, yeah same time different year.
Years pass by to fast in this city, Miami.
It's like we really don't ware watches but we're always looking at the time and we rush to do things, and w/e it's done, you go on with your day but the days seem so short yet when you think of them as yesterday, "oh what did I do yesterday?"
I really don't remember. lol.
Anyway, as life goes me and mom cried today, the issue for what we were crieng for was unsual though but it finally happened!
I told her about Khamill, though how it happened it was weird.
First we started talking about him how he was so good to me but he was metally incacipated, or crazy.
My mom was telling me how he just has bad luck, and well since I almost had a baby with him, like it was sad that he's like that and he's the only man I love, and mom notices that I can't fall in love with anyone else, but really it's not my fault she just doesn't know who I'm with all the time, I'll give up any little bit of time that I have as long as I have an opportunity to see him, and she notices that, and she probably guessed or was suspicious of who I talked to all the time but it didn't necessarily needed to be him.
It was a very sad moment for both of us, I got up and hugged her, told her not to cry because I cry too and I'm never able to tell her the truth, she asked why would I lie to her, since we trust each other so much, but just those things that you prefare to stay quiet about not to mention how she wouldn't approve of it and the reason I'm with Khamill is because I'm in love with him and that's the only thing that keeps me together attached or w/e the fuck, and you know Alex, if she got a man she'll go all the way with him. lol
Ay, por dios.
I've kinda resisted this time though since I got so much past experience.
But yet he still got me with his songs and his singing and everything he does to me.
Today he took me to Coco Walk and w/e we were walking around and shit he bought me the cutest polka doted head bang I have seen and it's cool because it's a headband and then you can tie it in the back that way it doesn't move and pink/white, and then it leaves this really like nice sach on the back, it's real nice and he didn't hesitate to buy it either! and it matches my purse, lol I was so happy. This is like after the big fight and we haven't seen each other in a bit but I think that we both agreed that we're going to stop fighting and it's been good lately less fighting and all more talking which is good, more communication coming from both of us after he freaking totalled his second car this year, the Acura CL my gosh! he's bad.
Now he got this red truck there is not bad but I don't really like it dispite the fact that it's comfortable, lol.
None the less the BIG news!
I got my restricted and got my first driving lesson today!
YAY!!!
Omg, driving is so much fun though I need to practice a little bit more becauseI think I accelerate a little bit to much lol and feel more used to the car too.. um oh and I definetly need to learn how to PARK lol oh my god. foreal.
anyway
I went high I don't think that was any good...
I should've been clean my first time next time I'll be sober.
lol
Promise.
Haha.
Well, just took some pics of Sally my new dog!
Write back later.
Gonna smoke 1.
Years pass by to fast in this city, Miami.
It's like we really don't ware watches but we're always looking at the time and we rush to do things, and w/e it's done, you go on with your day but the days seem so short yet when you think of them as yesterday, "oh what did I do yesterday?"
I really don't remember. lol.
Anyway, as life goes me and mom cried today, the issue for what we were crieng for was unsual though but it finally happened!
I told her about Khamill, though how it happened it was weird.
First we started talking about him how he was so good to me but he was metally incacipated, or crazy.
My mom was telling me how he just has bad luck, and well since I almost had a baby with him, like it was sad that he's like that and he's the only man I love, and mom notices that I can't fall in love with anyone else, but really it's not my fault she just doesn't know who I'm with all the time, I'll give up any little bit of time that I have as long as I have an opportunity to see him, and she notices that, and she probably guessed or was suspicious of who I talked to all the time but it didn't necessarily needed to be him.
It was a very sad moment for both of us, I got up and hugged her, told her not to cry because I cry too and I'm never able to tell her the truth, she asked why would I lie to her, since we trust each other so much, but just those things that you prefare to stay quiet about not to mention how she wouldn't approve of it and the reason I'm with Khamill is because I'm in love with him and that's the only thing that keeps me together attached or w/e the fuck, and you know Alex, if she got a man she'll go all the way with him. lol
Ay, por dios.
I've kinda resisted this time though since I got so much past experience.
But yet he still got me with his songs and his singing and everything he does to me.
Today he took me to Coco Walk and w/e we were walking around and shit he bought me the cutest polka doted head bang I have seen and it's cool because it's a headband and then you can tie it in the back that way it doesn't move and pink/white, and then it leaves this really like nice sach on the back, it's real nice and he didn't hesitate to buy it either! and it matches my purse, lol I was so happy. This is like after the big fight and we haven't seen each other in a bit but I think that we both agreed that we're going to stop fighting and it's been good lately less fighting and all more talking which is good, more communication coming from both of us after he freaking totalled his second car this year, the Acura CL my gosh! he's bad.
Now he got this red truck there is not bad but I don't really like it dispite the fact that it's comfortable, lol.
None the less the BIG news!
I got my restricted and got my first driving lesson today!
YAY!!!
Omg, driving is so much fun though I need to practice a little bit more becauseI think I accelerate a little bit to much lol and feel more used to the car too.. um oh and I definetly need to learn how to PARK lol oh my god. foreal.
anyway
I went high I don't think that was any good...
I should've been clean my first time next time I'll be sober.
lol
Promise.
Haha.
Well, just took some pics of Sally my new dog!
Write back later.
Gonna smoke 1.