Damn
I can't but cry about the way I feel because I feel so depressed by my life, but it's not my life I'm really crieng about it's more about who's making it like this,and I can't really help it because I love him, and love is so powerfull and overwhelming, and when someone you love loves you but ignores you it feels like your the most unimportant person in this world, and Ihate feeling like this cause I know that he shouldn't make me feel this way especially anyone like him, in his case at the most, which is not the most preffered lifestyle for anyone his age, really.
I don't know why it hurts so much.
2. I don't know why I just leave him and stop hurting?
3. My heart doesn't let me do that.
I love this man so much, so muhc we've been through and that I can't do nothing bout it?
I know him better than anyone and I still can't get him to understand me.ME.
His girl.
I know he feels so much love for me, he reminds me all the time, but it's seldom when he actually shows it, grabs my face and tells me when his words, let him stay with his words I think it's better that way..
No trust?
I think there is more trust than anything just so much that we can't believe it.
He tells me to think for myself.
So, I should, I do.
But not when I'm around him.. it changes, my power decreases, I want him to take over, I think the problem is that he would prefare if I did that.
He calls me a city girl.
I call him a country boy.
Two different lifes, the contrary of love is indifference.
Can I handle it?
Usher speaking]
What's up baby
I'm so glad I got you here
I'm so in love with you
And I don't ever wanna lose you
I wanna take this to the next level
I hope you ready
Now that you're here
I got somethin' to say baby
I think that you should know
You're givin' the most, suga
So don't worry 'bout the situation
I'd never let you go
[Chorus]
Can you handle it
If I go there baby with you
I can handle it
I can go there baby with you
Oh I hear you talkin' babe
Can you handle it
Can I go there baby with you
We gon' set it off
We gon' tear it up
Baby can you handle
Wooooo baby
You say all the time
You only want the best of my love
Now I can see that
There's only one way to tear it up
Yeah
I'm willing to tell you
Everything I let stand between us
But what if I tell you too much
What about you babe
Will you tell me
All the freaky things you are
Before I do
Need you to know
If we make it through
Our love will grow
Oooh ho ho
Imagine how amazing things would be
[Chorus]
Can you handle it
Can I go there baby with you
We gon' set it of
We gon' tear it up
Baby can u handle
I can handle it
I can go there baby with you
Oh I hear you talkin' babe
We gon' set it out
We gon' work it out
Baby can you handle
Oooh hey yeah baby
I feel sometimes in my mind
That you won't wanna stay with my love
Oh baby
If I can be sure
Inside out that you know exactly
The man that comes to see you
I'll go deep as I can
Giving you the rest of my love
But what if I tell you too much
Uhhhhh
So much to explore
So much we have yet to discover
I ask myself
Should I go there
Should I do it
Yeeeaaahhh oooooh
Can I give it to you fully
Can you handle it
[Chorus]
Can you handle it
If I go there baby with you
We gon' lay it out
We gon' tear it up
Baby can u handle
I can handle it
I can go there baby with you
We gon' set it out
We gon' make it out
Baby can you handle
Can you handle it
Can I go there baby with you
We gon' set it off
We gon' tear it up
Baby can you handle
We gon' set it out
We gon' work it out
Baby can you handle
Can you handle it
Can I go there baby with you
We gon' set it off
We gon' tear it up
Baby can you handle
Everytime he sings me this song I melt and I fall in love with him all over again..
I'm so in love with him and I don't want to fall into his trap, that I've let myself fall into.
Who's fault is it?
I'm 17.
He's 24.
Big age difference, but so much tangled love is a mess! We're a mess.
Everyone tells me we're meant to be, who do I really believe...
Right?
Myself. and what we both have to say, we say fuck the world. But why does the world care so much about us two and tells we can't be together?
Why are they holding us back.
Are we hated?
Fuck the world.
But he has to open up to me.
Can we start, start over, before it's over.
I don't want to loose him and thats what keeps afraid everytime we speak.