Shit
Well there isn't much to write. Life has been amazing I keep looking over my shoulder for something to be creeping up on me to spoil it all. Even though things are so good I get these panic attacks (I am kinda having one now). I don't wanna go into detail but I am starting to think I need to figure out why I can't take truths for what they are and why I think the world must evidently be against me. I even sometimes turn on my faith and think God is against me. I need to go ponder or I will drive myself insain thinking. I need to be back at MSU where everyone and everything I love is.