Ugh so sick :(
I've been incredibly sick and so tired lately. So unfair. I don't know what I am going to do, I hate being sick, I'm falling behind with school because I have no motivation to do anything!
Blah oh well...at least my weekend was super awesome. The hotel we stayed at was sooo nice. A studio style bedroom, with a fire place and a kitchen and all that fun stuff. Then when you walked out of the hotel, you could step onto the Cabriolet which is like a stand up lift,that took you over the Village Petionner and dropped you at the base of the mountian. From there you got onto a Gondola, and that took you 10 min up the mountain. From the top to get back down it took about a good 30 minutes. It was so much fun. James is crazy on his snow blades so keeping up was kind of hard at times but I'm definitely catching on with this snowboarding business so I was glad.
I was quite spoiled this weekend though. I'm not quite the morning person, I really like sleeping a bit too much. James however is, so he'd wake up and have a shower and I'd say that I am definitely getting up in the next 10 min but then I'd still sleep in. Then he made me breakfast. A sweetheart I know, after which I obviously had to get up because well breakfast was ready. Then we would just get dressed and hit the slopes.
It was nice, being all cuddly talking... I definitely missed it.
I was afraid we would get into a fight...but we didn't. Surprise Surprise! It was sort of like a test I suppose of what if...so I actually managed to work up the courage to let him know that he's got hubby potential.
It was something that I came to realize and really wanted to share with him, but I didn't want him to respond. So I told him to just listen and not say anything back. I can image waking up beside him, sharing my life with him, and well growing old with him. I can actually see it, and it doesn't really scare me. It feels right. The only thing that sort of scares me is what if he won't feel the same. Which is alright, I mean I can't change how he feels.
I just told him that if after a year he doesn't feel the way I do then we are breaking up, and remaining friends. I will not get attached to someone who sees no real potential in our relationship.
So that's that, bah my biggest drama now is where to live next year? Pond Road with Liisa seems like a good idea, I have to talk to her and see though :)
Blah oh well...at least my weekend was super awesome. The hotel we stayed at was sooo nice. A studio style bedroom, with a fire place and a kitchen and all that fun stuff. Then when you walked out of the hotel, you could step onto the Cabriolet which is like a stand up lift,that took you over the Village Petionner and dropped you at the base of the mountian. From there you got onto a Gondola, and that took you 10 min up the mountain. From the top to get back down it took about a good 30 minutes. It was so much fun. James is crazy on his snow blades so keeping up was kind of hard at times but I'm definitely catching on with this snowboarding business so I was glad.
I was quite spoiled this weekend though. I'm not quite the morning person, I really like sleeping a bit too much. James however is, so he'd wake up and have a shower and I'd say that I am definitely getting up in the next 10 min but then I'd still sleep in. Then he made me breakfast. A sweetheart I know, after which I obviously had to get up because well breakfast was ready. Then we would just get dressed and hit the slopes.
It was nice, being all cuddly talking... I definitely missed it.
I was afraid we would get into a fight...but we didn't. Surprise Surprise! It was sort of like a test I suppose of what if...so I actually managed to work up the courage to let him know that he's got hubby potential.
It was something that I came to realize and really wanted to share with him, but I didn't want him to respond. So I told him to just listen and not say anything back. I can image waking up beside him, sharing my life with him, and well growing old with him. I can actually see it, and it doesn't really scare me. It feels right. The only thing that sort of scares me is what if he won't feel the same. Which is alright, I mean I can't change how he feels.
I just told him that if after a year he doesn't feel the way I do then we are breaking up, and remaining friends. I will not get attached to someone who sees no real potential in our relationship.
So that's that, bah my biggest drama now is where to live next year? Pond Road with Liisa seems like a good idea, I have to talk to her and see though :)