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Sep 21, 2005 13:59

god this month has sucked. not because of nick or anything but just b/c first grammy dies, and THEN poppy! a week later. me and nick cared for him up until the end. but about 230 am monday morning nick told me he went out to go the bath room and to check on poppy and said that he was gone. :( he died on his favorite blanket and with nick and me nursing him, although he wouldn't eat and barely drank. he lived a VERY long life , but it was just sudden, he was so healthy one minute and the next he wouldn't move.
i read a nice poem at grammy's funeral, i know i would regret it if i didn't take part in it. becky was the reverend and she did the best job that could be done just because she is like a part of the family. i was hysterical the whole way through and i got all sorts of makeup stains on nicks blue yves saint laurent shirt. :( whoops. meh work againg tomorrow. its me and nicks anniversry today. next month we are going to mid town manhattan and go the MOMA, canal street, little italy and central park. it will be excellent, heehee.
casey's party was really wierd. me and nick were acting all buddy buddy with dejulio just because we were fucked up. but i still dont like him AT ALL. heehee. im a user. i did naughty things there. so did nick. hahah that was fun. except for puking at 5 in the morning and having it come out both ends at 9am. uhg but eh i got better.

liz
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