Nick,
my darling, my baby, my love, my dear. you are everything to me and more. i love you so much and you know i will ALWAYS be faithful to you. you are everything i could ever ask for in a human being, you are my best freind, my lover, my boyfriend, fiance, and husband all in one. A person like you deserves the best treatment possible, and i have tried to give you that. I know at times i fail, and we get angry at eachother but, through everything we work it out. You and me both know everything cant be perfect. we have been given such a wonderful opportunity in this life to spend the rest of it with our soulmate and we took advantage of it. i love you. i have since the first day you spoke to me. so many things have happened both good and bad and you have been there through it all hunny bunny. i hope you know how incredibly much you mean to me i really hope you do. i wish i could be a funnier happier better person for you, but i know you love me regardless and that is yet another thing i love, our love is completly unconditional you have loved me through sickness, swollen eyes, scars and cuts....and so many other times ive felt and looked like shit and you still loved me the same as if i looked like i did at charlies party or anyother time. You are the most important person to me and you know that. i try to put you in front of everyone at all times. you stole my heart and after i while i gave it to you. you saved me from everything that was horrible in my life. you are an angel sent from heavan to come and talk some sense into me. i was so naive before and sometimes i still am. you are my idol and i look up to you so much. you have taught me so much and you make me feel so good. my love is all for you and ill never love again i promise. i wear this ring you gave me on my finger to make sure everyone knows that i am yours and yours alone and it makes me so happy that you wear the ring i gave to you for the same reason. i could go on and on and still know one would know how much i love you besides you. sometimes our love overwhelms me like it did last night and i have to stop for a minute and cry out of pure happiness and just hold you in my shakey arms until im sure your there and im not dreaming. my eyes are getting teary right now just thinking about it. anyway, what im really trying to say fufi is that you are my soulmate and i will be yours UNTIL DEATH DO US PART <3
love always, your COCO-CO
baby lizzy