Oh Live Journal How I've Missed You!!
Wow! So Until I got an e-mail saying someone posted a comment on here I forgot this thing existed! ok first thing's first UPDATE!!! On July 29, 2009 , Just flying back from Myrtle beach with my mom. I made the BEST decision of my life... I ended a long time destructive relationship and gained myself back in return. I sold nearly everything I/we owned and moved to SC to pull myself together for a few months. Moved back to NY in Jan of '10. Have not had anyone relationship wise in my life until a few months ago. Well ok there were a few guys that did make a connection with me but they just didn't give me what I was looking for. Mmk, moving on... I now work for a fantastic company that appreciates my worth, NHS Human Services as a TFC/FCP Program Coordinator. TFC = Therapeutic Foster Care FCP= Foster Care Plus. I also was asked by our county director to hold another position for the company, LPQI Coordinator. LPQI= Local Performance & Quality Improvement. So besides my job, I have amazing friends and of course my family. There is someone very special in my life relationship wise..but i'll wait on givin' an update for that one for another time ;) I've learned to take charge of my own life and not let others determine who and what will make me happy..it never was what I wanted before...now try -n- pursuade me to do something I don't wanna' do... ain't happenin' folks! I was always the planner, the one who always had a time frame for everything... now I take it one day at a time and stop to enjoy the little things that are all around that I used to run past without a glimpse. It's amazing how one incident can change your life completely. I never dwell on the past..I actually am thankful for everything i've been through as it has lead me to where I am today...I now wake up everyday with a smile on my face and a fantastic song in my heart that I dance to everyday! Still not married and have yet to mother any children...there remains the hope to one day be blessed with these things..if my purpose is to do so in this beautiful life I lead. Until next time my friends....