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so don came over today after my game we hung out w/ my mom out side for a bit then it got cold and went inside . then he wanted ice cream so we went to DQ and that was weird cuz i wasnt driving he was.
so we got back and watched dukes of hasserd and he was like "i want to talk to you about something...but i dont know how to say it or if i want to talk about it.and its about usand its important" my heart just stopped and i was trying so hard not to cry cuz i didnt know what was going on. i didnt know if it was going to be good or bad. so finaly i got him to talk about it and it wasnt anything bad at all.he jsut wanted to make sure i was happy so then i thought that he wasnt happy but he said that hes soo very happy w/ me and how it still amazes him that he is w/ me and that he was so worried that he would never have another chance cuz he fucked up along time ago. and that hes changed alot because he is w/ me...
i dont know what i would have done if he would have said i dont think we should be together. i would have to start back at zero. and that sucks and hurts real bad...
time for bed....got to work in the morning..
i luv you donald leydet!
so we got back and watched dukes of hasserd and he was like "i want to talk to you about something...but i dont know how to say it or if i want to talk about it.and its about usand its important" my heart just stopped and i was trying so hard not to cry cuz i didnt know what was going on. i didnt know if it was going to be good or bad. so finaly i got him to talk about it and it wasnt anything bad at all.he jsut wanted to make sure i was happy so then i thought that he wasnt happy but he said that hes soo very happy w/ me and how it still amazes him that he is w/ me and that he was so worried that he would never have another chance cuz he fucked up along time ago. and that hes changed alot because he is w/ me...
i dont know what i would have done if he would have said i dont think we should be together. i would have to start back at zero. and that sucks and hurts real bad...
time for bed....got to work in the morning..
i luv you donald leydet!