I Love You.

[luvkangta]

I was sad. Really sad, i guess.

I'm worried. Really worried.
About Yunho. I mean, he doesn't even know that i exist and i always thought that, ahh, just another idol for my craze. 
But when i heard news of him hospitalised, I was tearing up.

I'm shocked. Really shocked. 
When i was in the bus this morning listening to Rising sun album, I teared. It's real tough to suck back the tears in public. I can't imagine what will happen if anything real..., happened to him.
Well, like i have said, never knew that i loved him so till now. And i'm seriously taken back. Why, shit, i loved him, and i mean, really loved him? Not love, i know, but enough fior me to cry for days if one day he just.... gone.  
Ahh shit. I will cry my eyes out if he got himself a girlfriend. I will be happy for him, of cos, cos he loved her, but i will be heartbroken. 
Alright. I'm not thinking straight now.

I was sad. Really sad, i guess.
Sad that I have been such a sucky fan of his. He was hospitalised in the 30th...? But i knew of it only yesterday.

I don't mind to wait loooonger for the next album. I don't mind he rest for months. 
I just wished that he will stay healthy.

I know you loves us. But we love you too. So the best for us will be you keeping a healthy body.
Get welll soon.

And i wished that everyone i love will stay healthy.

...ahh. I sound childish.

Was thinking to delete this entry and write something more appealing. But i guess, this is what journals are, right? 
To talk gibberish.