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well misty never came home :-( hope she's being loved where ever she is... really think someone has her, maybe that just wish full thinking ... ok enough about that to sad to talk about...
my fucking bitch ass sister tammy is still here and her boyfriend moved in fucking hate that basterd fucking near sight of him makes me wanna puke .. so mom was joking and said someshit about Alex paying her rent since hes here so much & hes been talking about me moving in with him and his mom but no way would that work cuz ya can't smoke in the house and running outside for a cig would really get old fast... well someone mentioned something about him moving in here .. he seems to like that idea, shit he pretty much lives here now, leaveing here and going to work and getting dropped off here after work everynight... Jeffs moving in with Eddy (Tammys ex husband or soon to be ex)lol that sounds weirder then it really is.. well i figured with Alex moving in we should move down in the apt.. cuz i've always wanted to , its way bigger. we would have more then just a bedroom and we'd have our own door which means if friends were to come and go it wouldn;t be that big of a deal and our own bathroom but mom said i'd have to pay to fix it up..... i figured ok i can fucking use my next 2 months pay to fix it up but Alex said no he wants to live upstairs .. but i don't like that room can't stand it , hate hitting my head on the walls, hate walking up n down steps to use the bathroom... and upstairs i hit my head and i am 5'5 hes 6'2 hes really gonna hate it lol I'm in till i save up enough money to get my own apt fucking bummer...someday.. my job sucks n i can't really get a better one.. either way shit wouldn't have been done for a lil bit due to money...
Guess you figured it out by now me and Alex are doing great .... fucking loving every minute.. there's a lot of chemistry there both mentally and physically.. hes a awesome guy a fucking 100% sweetheart ( he'd probably get pissy i called him a sweetheart)
he makes me feel so great fucking wish he was here right now just then i could be in his arms.... hes got the bigest strongest arms i've ever touched its awesome ... :-D
well i should really get some sleep got work tomorrow and i got a horrible headach .. grrr
my fucking bitch ass sister tammy is still here and her boyfriend moved in fucking hate that basterd fucking near sight of him makes me wanna puke .. so mom was joking and said someshit about Alex paying her rent since hes here so much & hes been talking about me moving in with him and his mom but no way would that work cuz ya can't smoke in the house and running outside for a cig would really get old fast... well someone mentioned something about him moving in here .. he seems to like that idea, shit he pretty much lives here now, leaveing here and going to work and getting dropped off here after work everynight... Jeffs moving in with Eddy (Tammys ex husband or soon to be ex)lol that sounds weirder then it really is.. well i figured with Alex moving in we should move down in the apt.. cuz i've always wanted to , its way bigger. we would have more then just a bedroom and we'd have our own door which means if friends were to come and go it wouldn;t be that big of a deal and our own bathroom but mom said i'd have to pay to fix it up..... i figured ok i can fucking use my next 2 months pay to fix it up but Alex said no he wants to live upstairs .. but i don't like that room can't stand it , hate hitting my head on the walls, hate walking up n down steps to use the bathroom... and upstairs i hit my head and i am 5'5 hes 6'2 hes really gonna hate it lol I'm in till i save up enough money to get my own apt fucking bummer...someday.. my job sucks n i can't really get a better one.. either way shit wouldn't have been done for a lil bit due to money...
Guess you figured it out by now me and Alex are doing great .... fucking loving every minute.. there's a lot of chemistry there both mentally and physically.. hes a awesome guy a fucking 100% sweetheart ( he'd probably get pissy i called him a sweetheart)
he makes me feel so great fucking wish he was here right now just then i could be in his arms.... hes got the bigest strongest arms i've ever touched its awesome ... :-D
well i should really get some sleep got work tomorrow and i got a horrible headach .. grrr