Mar 22, 2005 10:48
I miss amanda first off. I wish I could have spent more time with her before i moved.
Well you see when I was with meranda and stuff we went in the truck and drove down to where the cows are and we honked the horn and they all mooed at us. Which reminded me of amanda. There was a midget cow too.
I miss gwen too. I miss dancing in the rain and being stupid. I miss having her as a best friend.
If Kyle and Marina dont move out soon Im going to run into a brick wall
Why do we have 3 bags of chips but no salsa? What idiot buys a bunch of fucking chips but n o salsa. Im so confused and annoyed
I wonder how Tyler is. I wonder if Bobby is still cute. Lol
I wonder how Jordy is with all of his new friends and new life. I wonder if he wonders how I am. I would imagine no. Every one i talk to about jordy has said he has changed alot. I wonder if thats from me not being there or from some other girl he has been with. I knew he was going to change. I want to know how he looks with Black hair. He looked so adorable with the blonde. I don't know why the fuck im still thinking about him.I mean why should i any way? Cause i learned everything i needed to know about boys from him. Yet i still can't put any of the things i know into action. Im still a sucky girlfriend. I still can't do anything right. WHY IS THAT ANYWAY! I TRY SO DAMN HARD. Everything was perfect during the summer. My life was where it was supposta be. I had Jordy and we were fine and good and I had Gwen and Marcie and I didnt need anyone else i didnt want any one else. I was happy. Then my fucking dad had to move back here.
I could make the longest list of people I miss.
hmm