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I sit here behind the computer typing these words, all I hear is the keys pressing downwards and right back up again. I sit here in my chair in a horrible posture and think to myself over and over again...Is this it? Is this my life right here?
I love being spontaneous and not knowing what the next day is going to bring me or who I'm going to meet but lately that hasn't been happening. I find myself living the same day over again and it's killing me inside. I hate knowing that this is it, that I'm going to go to school or work or both and met someone special, get married, settle down, have me some youngins', and that's it...Don't get me wrong it all sounds wonderful and amazing but it's also all planned out.
Before I do any of it, I got to experience, see, taste, touch, smell, and meet MORE. Right now, personally, I think traveling in the answer for me. I need to see all of the world and live it. I want to ride elephants in Thailand, fall in love in Italy, walk the famous crosswalk in Japan, visit unknown family I have in Columbia, watch Koalas eat eucalyptus in Australia, see the bull fight in Madrid. If I don't do any of it I feel I will drive myself crazy until I do.
Maybe traveling is not the answer for me, maybe it is, I will never know unless I do it.
There has to be more to life
I need new and I need change.
I just can't think anymore tonight, I'm sorry.
I love being spontaneous and not knowing what the next day is going to bring me or who I'm going to meet but lately that hasn't been happening. I find myself living the same day over again and it's killing me inside. I hate knowing that this is it, that I'm going to go to school or work or both and met someone special, get married, settle down, have me some youngins', and that's it...Don't get me wrong it all sounds wonderful and amazing but it's also all planned out.
Before I do any of it, I got to experience, see, taste, touch, smell, and meet MORE. Right now, personally, I think traveling in the answer for me. I need to see all of the world and live it. I want to ride elephants in Thailand, fall in love in Italy, walk the famous crosswalk in Japan, visit unknown family I have in Columbia, watch Koalas eat eucalyptus in Australia, see the bull fight in Madrid. If I don't do any of it I feel I will drive myself crazy until I do.
Maybe traveling is not the answer for me, maybe it is, I will never know unless I do it.
There has to be more to life
I need new and I need change.
I just can't think anymore tonight, I'm sorry.