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we got a three bedroom house. we move in tuesday, but i need to go by rayna's and get the rest of my stuff... either she's going to let me or i'm calling the cops. period. it's my shit and this crap's gone on one week too long. two nights ago i locked my phone up and had to get a puk code (so i had to wait 'til yesterday morning) and then not two hours after it got unlocked i dropped it in the toilet while walking through the bathroom.... smoooooth... oh well, a few hours after that it dried off and works again... hey jared, remember when you were sleeping on the couch and dropped your phone perfectly into a glass of coke? hah, good times. i had to call my dad today to ask him to get me a moving van... after he railed on ME for BREEZY shisting him when she ran away with the one he got her he agreed... jeezus, heh. some things never change, no matter how many thousands of miles have gone by.
speaking of miles, it's been, like, three thousand since i went to idaho... how is it that we're already coming up on three months but it hasn't felt like all prolonged like every other relationship i've ever had? i'm actually kind of liking this one... in a way i'm not familiar with. i'm not all stupid school girl obsessed or giddy or anything. i think living with him has given me a sense of security that i hadn't felt in any previous thing i've had with anyone. i don't feel clingy or desperate. and i usually ESPECIALLY feel it when there's uncertainty in my life or DEFINATELY around the third month... but nothing. weird.
speaking of miles, it's been, like, three thousand since i went to idaho... how is it that we're already coming up on three months but it hasn't felt like all prolonged like every other relationship i've ever had? i'm actually kind of liking this one... in a way i'm not familiar with. i'm not all stupid school girl obsessed or giddy or anything. i think living with him has given me a sense of security that i hadn't felt in any previous thing i've had with anyone. i don't feel clingy or desperate. and i usually ESPECIALLY feel it when there's uncertainty in my life or DEFINATELY around the third month... but nothing. weird.