Ok so im bored tonite...
Alritey so 3rd times the charm rite? So im writing 3 entries today.
My big ole dog is asleep on my floor. And wittle tucker is visiting hes asleep on my bed. My meds that weren't sposed to make me sick, did. So i had to go back to the pharmacy tonite to get some anti nausea stuff. Nearly puked 40 times or more at work today. That was icky.
Im lonely tonite. Nothing to do. Julz and Nikki are working. Steph is at a concert with another friend. Jills in MD. So im all alone. But thats ok in a way cuz its nice to have a relaxing nite at home. Going to sushi maybe tomorrow, then a cookout at laurens in the afternoon. And then maybe a movie in the evening and hot august nites late tomorrow nite with julz and nik. I need to find me a man. And i can no longer say a boy, cuz with that comes tons of immaturity, stupidity, and nonsense i dont want or need. Id even just like a really good guy friend to hang with. And jill needs to get her ass back her pronto so we can hire her at my work so she can make some moola.
I had a weird dream about Kevin last nite. That i ran into him at a mall where he was with a blond haired gf and i was hanging with his mom. He was like, "wtf are you doing with my grandmother? God you still cant get over me huh?" And i was all like "its ur mother u idiot. And she caught my attention. Just cuz u suck, doesnt mean ur family automatically does too. So leave me the fuck alone." And thats all i really remember. Weirdness. Just when im finally over him, and i think hes outta my head, there he goes slipping back into my subconcious again. I just re-read thru my old entries, and can i just say man, im lame. Look at how many times we broke up and got back together over and over again. I shuda read thru them a long time ago, maybe id have realized it and wudnt of let it go on so long. Oh well, whats done is done. Just thawt id throw that out there. Ok enuf about him.
Guess im gonna go watch some tv. My sugar high has finally died. Im bored. And did i mention lonely?
Love,
Jamie
My big ole dog is asleep on my floor. And wittle tucker is visiting hes asleep on my bed. My meds that weren't sposed to make me sick, did. So i had to go back to the pharmacy tonite to get some anti nausea stuff. Nearly puked 40 times or more at work today. That was icky.
Im lonely tonite. Nothing to do. Julz and Nikki are working. Steph is at a concert with another friend. Jills in MD. So im all alone. But thats ok in a way cuz its nice to have a relaxing nite at home. Going to sushi maybe tomorrow, then a cookout at laurens in the afternoon. And then maybe a movie in the evening and hot august nites late tomorrow nite with julz and nik. I need to find me a man. And i can no longer say a boy, cuz with that comes tons of immaturity, stupidity, and nonsense i dont want or need. Id even just like a really good guy friend to hang with. And jill needs to get her ass back her pronto so we can hire her at my work so she can make some moola.
I had a weird dream about Kevin last nite. That i ran into him at a mall where he was with a blond haired gf and i was hanging with his mom. He was like, "wtf are you doing with my grandmother? God you still cant get over me huh?" And i was all like "its ur mother u idiot. And she caught my attention. Just cuz u suck, doesnt mean ur family automatically does too. So leave me the fuck alone." And thats all i really remember. Weirdness. Just when im finally over him, and i think hes outta my head, there he goes slipping back into my subconcious again. I just re-read thru my old entries, and can i just say man, im lame. Look at how many times we broke up and got back together over and over again. I shuda read thru them a long time ago, maybe id have realized it and wudnt of let it go on so long. Oh well, whats done is done. Just thawt id throw that out there. Ok enuf about him.
Guess im gonna go watch some tv. My sugar high has finally died. Im bored. And did i mention lonely?
Love,
Jamie