i can't believe it
i can't believe it. i feel like i'm such a used and wasteless piece of shit! i finally really told the guy i used to like i had feelings for him after he told me that he fucks around with girls for fun and is not looking for a "serious relationship" and how it wasn't really anything during the summer, even though the feelings were "mutual". NO ONE LIKES ME AND I'M GOING TO BE ALONE FOREVER. did i ever tell you guys about how my love life fucking sucks?
Examples:
1) tonights episode.. i don't even fucking feel like talking about him and the shit he did
2) i liked a guy in 5th grade and my friend told him i liked him and he said he like me to and he would meet me. when he came up to me, he said "Why are you here?" you see, there was another girl named emma in my grade and he thought my friend was talking about her
3) my bestfriend in 6th grade said she would help me get this other guy that i liked to date me. at a halloween party we all went to, she went over to talk to him. later, i couldn't find him or her and then i saw her walking down these steps with him and she told me that he told her that he liked her and they hooked up. man what a whore
4)the one guy that asked me out was in 6th grade asked my friend over aim on sunday who then called me and i said yes, the next day i was so excited and then there was a fire drill and i found out from my other friend that he was dating me to get to my other friend, before i could "dump" him, his friend came over to me and told me that he didn't like me anymore
5) i am a sophmore in high school, i've never been kissed, i've never had a boyfriend, no guy has ever confessed his feelings for me, no guy likes me, right now i just gaze and admire from afar, and these bitches at my school (the "popular group" so to say) keep talking to each other in a loud obvious way about how ugly i am and make fun of how i dress
... so all in all i think everythings going great so far! don't you think so too?
Examples:
1) tonights episode.. i don't even fucking feel like talking about him and the shit he did
2) i liked a guy in 5th grade and my friend told him i liked him and he said he like me to and he would meet me. when he came up to me, he said "Why are you here?" you see, there was another girl named emma in my grade and he thought my friend was talking about her
3) my bestfriend in 6th grade said she would help me get this other guy that i liked to date me. at a halloween party we all went to, she went over to talk to him. later, i couldn't find him or her and then i saw her walking down these steps with him and she told me that he told her that he liked her and they hooked up. man what a whore
4)the one guy that asked me out was in 6th grade asked my friend over aim on sunday who then called me and i said yes, the next day i was so excited and then there was a fire drill and i found out from my other friend that he was dating me to get to my other friend, before i could "dump" him, his friend came over to me and told me that he didn't like me anymore
5) i am a sophmore in high school, i've never been kissed, i've never had a boyfriend, no guy has ever confessed his feelings for me, no guy likes me, right now i just gaze and admire from afar, and these bitches at my school (the "popular group" so to say) keep talking to each other in a loud obvious way about how ugly i am and make fun of how i dress
... so all in all i think everythings going great so far! don't you think so too?