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i cant help but think about him, i love him more than anything, not being with him cuts me like a razor, i love you...but you know that...just got off the phone with you, told you that i love you...but i want to say it to you in person, i want to see your face when i say it, i want to look into your eyes when you say it back...i want to make fun of noah for those damn tight pants!!! i cant help but think of you all the time, i love you more than anything, and i dont know how to make the pain stop, it lessons when im talking to you, but it hurts with every breath i take in and it burns with every breath that excapes me when im not with you. i want to be with you more than anything, thats why i risked so much, and id risk so much more if it werent for the chance of you getting into trouble, i want no harm to come to you, physical or mental, i want to hate myslef, but i cant, i wish you didnt love me back, thats pain i can handle, but this pain is more than i can take, but i dont want to leave him, i hate the idea of not being with him, i dont know who i would be without him, i probabkly wouldnt be alive at all, i love him too much, i want to be with him more than anything in the world!