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i hate hating...i really do, i hate that i get over things, and no one else does...i hate that im a "heartbreaker" or so they say, i hate that i have things i want, nad others struggle for what they nedd, i hate that i hate me, for not letting myself love him, i hate that he thinks he ever did anything that was anything but perfect!!! i hate that he doesnt hate me, even though he should!