terrible situations
Well it has been a little over a month since my cousin was killed.He was like my big brother.I loved him so much.Now he is just gone.I wish there was something i could do to bring him back and change his ways so this kind of thing wouldnt happen.I cry all the time.Even when i think about him i cry.Im crying right now.It hurts so bad and now this with Stacy.I knew her and all but we wasnt best friends or anything.I still cry about what happened to her b/c she had a whole life ahead of her.As for Tina too.She didnt mean to wreck and it hurt a bunch of people.Everyone keeps telling me that its all gonna get better but it hasnt happened yet.All i can do is think about Matt.For some odd reason i think i could have done something and that somehow it could be my fauly.I have had all this locked up inside me and it was time to come out with it.I have been puttin on a show for the past month to make people think i was okay.The only people who know i wasnt okay were Rachael Andrea and Mikayla.I just miss him and wish i could do something.I know i cant but i still feel guilty.
-Sieze the day, never have regrets, & most importantly stay close to your friends & family b/c you never know what tomorrow will hold- R.I.P.-Tina Nicole Hyatt,Matthew Allen Lowe,Stacy Nicole Lambert.
-Sieze the day, never have regrets, & most importantly stay close to your friends & family b/c you never know what tomorrow will hold- R.I.P.-Tina Nicole Hyatt,Matthew Allen Lowe,Stacy Nicole Lambert.