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Well today SUCKED very badly.I still dont feel good and my mom wont get me a doctors appointment.She says i cant miss any school even though im sick.To top me being sick and everything else goin wrong in my life right now i found out today that i was right..Me and Andrew are officially over until he can think about what he wants and it might be me but he dont know yet.Only problem is that when he knows what he wants then i might not be able to be with him if what he wants turns out to be me.I think im getting used to getting hurt,Charley did it and now Andrew has to.I always know when it is about to happen.Gah,everytime it happens i always have like 50 thoughts running through my head at once.This really has me upset right now.