I've hardly been outside my room in days
There are so many CDs I want...
I'm tempted to have people burn them for me....but that's illegal...
I am on a running streak for good hair days.
MAN it's gonna suck when it ends.
My monologue went.....ok....
Elise shortened it a LOT...now all I'm doing is:
Oh yes, I loved you.
So many things.
The safety,
The words exchanged,
Letters.
I would cough and the phone would ring
and it would be you asking me if I was alright.
You could imitate me and make me laugh.
You would buy me a little thing.
When I made spaghetti for you, you were so grateful.
We were at a restaurant, and a woman came up to you, flirting,
and right there in front of her, you laced your fingers between mine,
showing her who you loved.
But everything you said and did,
every touch at night in bed,
every kindness,
every loving comment had this sentence attached:
maybe now she'll love me.
And it made you weak.
And if I'm not going to love someone strong,
why love at all?
That'll be nice--not having to memorize as much...
But i really really loved the part about the tennis shoe!
*sigh* oh well...now I have to analyze the crap out of it...
Who knew acting could be so difficult? ;) kidding :P
SPEAKING of acting,
Aaron and i do our scenes for Keith tomorrow...
Gosh I hope I don't royally screw up...I gots ta stop doggin on myself!
As long as I get the lines nailed and the character down,
And as long as I'm confident I can do it,
All the pieces will fit :)
...hopefully
<3 M
ps. you already know this, but since this is my journal, i don't really care...
Heath Ledger died today..... :-(
I'm tempted to have people burn them for me....but that's illegal...
I am on a running streak for good hair days.
MAN it's gonna suck when it ends.
My monologue went.....ok....
Elise shortened it a LOT...now all I'm doing is:
Oh yes, I loved you.
So many things.
The safety,
The words exchanged,
Letters.
I would cough and the phone would ring
and it would be you asking me if I was alright.
You could imitate me and make me laugh.
You would buy me a little thing.
When I made spaghetti for you, you were so grateful.
We were at a restaurant, and a woman came up to you, flirting,
and right there in front of her, you laced your fingers between mine,
showing her who you loved.
But everything you said and did,
every touch at night in bed,
every kindness,
every loving comment had this sentence attached:
maybe now she'll love me.
And it made you weak.
And if I'm not going to love someone strong,
why love at all?
That'll be nice--not having to memorize as much...
But i really really loved the part about the tennis shoe!
*sigh* oh well...now I have to analyze the crap out of it...
Who knew acting could be so difficult? ;) kidding :P
SPEAKING of acting,
Aaron and i do our scenes for Keith tomorrow...
Gosh I hope I don't royally screw up...I gots ta stop doggin on myself!
As long as I get the lines nailed and the character down,
And as long as I'm confident I can do it,
All the pieces will fit :)
...hopefully
<3 M
ps. you already know this, but since this is my journal, i don't really care...
Heath Ledger died today..... :-(