Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow...
so i really need a job! what else is new! ugh! i hate this i want to make some money! i'm sick of not being able to do things, because i am flat broke!
today me and brittany went jogging...well i would call it more like walking at a moderate pace lol! any-hoo we of course got some good conversation in!
i have been staying up till like 2 or 3 every night, because i am not tired. then my mom wakes me up at like 7:45 everyday! god! so annoying! it's like even though i dont have a real job, i pretty much do at home!
i miss flip so much everyday! i am so attached, that i know i'm going to go into major depression mode when he leaves! i hate even thinking about it, let alone having to live it! i just wish my car was working so i could go see him whenever i want! tear! i think the last time i saw him was wednesday or thursday. i mean if i had my way i would see him every day! maaaaaaaaaa! it sucks! fucking piece of shit car!
well i hope i can go up north, i really wanna go, but my main thing is the money (more tears!). i mean if i had a job it would be different! i guess i just have to miss out this year.
sometimes life really sucks!
For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin--real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life.-- Alfred D. Souza
today me and brittany went jogging...well i would call it more like walking at a moderate pace lol! any-hoo we of course got some good conversation in!
i have been staying up till like 2 or 3 every night, because i am not tired. then my mom wakes me up at like 7:45 everyday! god! so annoying! it's like even though i dont have a real job, i pretty much do at home!
i miss flip so much everyday! i am so attached, that i know i'm going to go into major depression mode when he leaves! i hate even thinking about it, let alone having to live it! i just wish my car was working so i could go see him whenever i want! tear! i think the last time i saw him was wednesday or thursday. i mean if i had my way i would see him every day! maaaaaaaaaa! it sucks! fucking piece of shit car!
well i hope i can go up north, i really wanna go, but my main thing is the money (more tears!). i mean if i had a job it would be different! i guess i just have to miss out this year.
sometimes life really sucks!
For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin--real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life.-- Alfred D. Souza