Oct 17, 2005 06:01
OK SO HERE I AM AT MY STUPID SHIT JOB, STANDING AROUND DOING NOTHING AT ALL! WE ARE SO SLOW. THEN AGAIN IT IS ONLY 9:00AM! OH WELL! STORY OF MY LIFE!
SO FLIP NO LONGER WORKS HERE, AND I AM REALLY SAD! JUST KNOWING HE IS NOT HERE SUCKS SO MUCH!
I FEEL REALLY DEPRESSED ALL OF THE SUDDEN! I MEAN I AM JUST THINKING ABOUT ALL THE NEGATIVE RIGHT NOW, I CAN'T HELP IT! I DONT WANNA FUCKING WORK HERE ANYMORE, I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL, AND DO SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE. I NEED A NEW CAR, AND I HAVE NO MONEY TO GET ONE! I HAVE LIKE $100 TO MY NAME, AND NO MONEY SAVED UP! I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.I'M SCARED THAT I AM GOING TO END UP BEING A LOSER THE REST OF MY LIFE! I KNOW LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT, BUT I FEEL STUCK. EVERYTIME I FEEL THE LEAST BIT HAPPY, I ALWAYS FIND A REASON TO BRING MYSELF BACK DOWN.I WANT TO MOVE OUT OF MY HOUSE, BUT I KNOW THAT IS NOT HAPPENING ANY TIME SOON. JUST ANOTHER ONE OF MY PLANS DOWN THE DRAIN!
WHY CAN'T I FIGURE OUT HOW TO MAKE THINGS BETTER! WHY CANT I JUST CHANGE THE WAY I AM?
I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
High up above or down below
when you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what your worth
Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears streaming down your face and I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you