Mar 12, 2005 20:25
well well well...
as some are aware, I am a complicated person, but why?...who knows.
seems I just hurt others on the way, and I hate it, especially the ones I really care about. And what does it seem like, I bring them down and make them unhappy for stupid reasons, or lose people.
everything is perfect, then something triggers thoughts in my mind...
no matter what the heck it is...
- just sadness
- things that just annoy me
- hurting someone or saying soemthing
- or hearing something that totally pisses me off, but I won't say it
- beef against Jeff or what not
- etc.
god, I'm really an ass sometimes, aight I?
I don't get what I do sometimes...I just want things to work out...
I LOVE YOU DIMPLE!...sorry about everything!