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I wrote a Yamajima fanfiction at 2 in the morning last night LOL XD
Warning... angsty.. angst.. stuff.. nes... yeah.
I hope you enjoy~
Hey Yuto, how have you been?
It's been a long time. Maybe too long.. It's been years hasn't it? Time flies by so quickly, I don't know how to keep track of it.
Sometimes, I wish you were here with me. When I see something that reminds me of you, I can't help but smile and think of the memories we had together.
You know what's stupid? I never realized that I was in love with you until after. After you left me. After you left all of us. And now I know this, I can't throw away the pain in my heart. Part of me is gone, and that part is you.
Do you remember that day you left me? If only I'd look both ways before crossing. If only I wasn't being stupid. If only you didn't push me out of the way of that car...
Then you would still be alive.
Do you remember your last words to me? I will never forget those words for as long as I live.
Yama-chan, shine brightly and smile.. Always smile...
You said those words with a smile on your face. Though I could see the pain in your eyes and the tears dripping down your cheeks. Why did you waste your last words on me? It's my fault. I don't deserve those words. "Don't try to act cool when you're dying, you idiot." is what I wanted to say, but all I could do was cry and scream out your name.
Yuto...
Yuto...
I love you.
I would have said, "Don't leave me" but that would have been selfish. So I just cried. I knelt beside you and just cried.
You were the best friend I could ever ask for and more. I loved you. I still love you.
Someday, we'll meet again. But until then, I will await that moment.
Nakajima Yuto, I'm still madly in love with you.
You stupid, idiotic beanstalk.
I love you,
Yamada Ryosuke