Bring it on!
I don't know whats going on with me and noel. He wont talk to me because I came back home to attend Marymount, which should make him happy considering im closer to him? I dont know, so I just decided not to talk to him until he knows what he's doing and wants because hes been a huge prick to me the past 3 weeks and im done crying over him and our relationship. I left for ODU thursday and I actually moved into the dorms because i WAS going to attend there but after meeting with my nursing advisor I was like FUCK THIS! The nursing program there, despite it being really good is outrageous! They only admit 50 people out of 400-500 applicants into the school each year with GPAs 3.5-4.0 and you have to keep that when you're in there to continue in it, so I was like screw this, Im in at marymount and in 2 more years I graduate and I only need to stay above a 2.5, so I was like FU ODU! and drove home last night. Packed all my shit in my car and drove off. It helped me though being there. It helped me realize alot of things. Its true, I was a cancer survivor..for the colon and I was losing my hair and I was in the hospital alot and I didnt realize this until my mom had to explain our situation to everyone. So nick is still there but he's the greatest guy and the best friend ill always have, but despite ODU giving me the college life i really need it doesnt have anything for my future, marymount does. But I decided Im not going to be talked down too from someone who doesnt know me because Ive through far too much to take shit like that from people and marymount will like that to me sometimes. They are snotty and rich some of the time and I dont need no adult there to bad mouth me when then dont know shit about me. Im also not taking shit from noel like i have been for the pst 3 weeks. Hes so mean to me and i always tell my friends when their boyfriend is treating them horribly to not take it, so i figured i should take my own advice. Anywho, classes start tomorrow and Im REALLY excited despite have chem and 2 labs tomorrow, but still Im a dork and love school.