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[luvcottonballs]

hard times
it seems like thats all there is right now i just dont know what to do
i want to make my life better and its just taking forever
i hate waiting impatient is my last name
i just wish i had a million dollars so i could pay off everything i have to pay off
i hate it
anyways

jayson and i have been dating for 4 months and it couldnt be better i love him to death and i know he loves me even though he doesnt say it all the time
i stil know

i want to move out of my house so bad and be on my own but moving is a long process and once again i dont want to wait i want to do it now
if only my family could be supportive and lend me money i could move out but no they cant istead im stuck in this house forever
i want to be a good person and do the right things but something is keeping me from doing that
once i figure out what that is ill let everyone know
lol
ahhhhh i feel like a prisoner in my own house i cant stand it i want to have my own car and do my own things without worrying about what time i have to come home or if im going to get yelled at for do something i just want to live and be my own person and not have to deal with everyone else please thanks ok im dont bye

oh btw my back hurts k thanks bye