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so lately i've been looking for a job, and i found a job at sports authority, and i thought i got the job but i havnt got a call back, mmm... any who i finally talked to kaue and that was fucking great, he told me so much i didnt know was goin down there in florida, being here in washington has showed me that i dont really need friends to live, i mean i'm fine by myself i just like the company from others sometime, there is really no drama because im not letting myself get into friendships like maybe i should. i still do think about all the people in florida. i dont know what im saying im just blabing on and on, lol, things definatly are different not seeing everyone all the damn time. i mean there is alot of shit i miss down there, like going to city walk and making fun of people, and causing fights with like 12 year year olds, and getting called "stpid punk rock chicks" lol yes i do miss that, i think i've grown alot from being here actually, lol i dont really go crazy that much unless you know i have to go all wild and shit and pop a cap in some peoples asses. lol anyways...
i miss my mom alot, i've really been thinking about her lately and i dont know what do i mean sometime i want to call her but then i think "what would i say?" like there is so much to say to her but i dont know how to say it! i wouldnt know what to do if anything ever happend to her and i wouldnt be able to tell her the things i want to tell her! i miss her alot and i fucking love her so much to, i dont know what i would do with out her in my my life. her boyfriend ken too, i love him alot and i dont know what i would do if something ever happened to him, there is so much i want to tell them both i just dont know how to tell them! its so complicated.
Its funny to me how much i think about them, i just sont know what to do anymore! they are my life i've learned so much from ken and a little from my mom, i know they want the best for me and I want the best for me, i want to be ok and make it in this hell called life! i quit smoking and havnt smoked a ciggarette for like 3 weeks now and im so proud of myself! :-D
Michael and i are on a break as he says but i dont knwo i miss him alot too i mean i wish i could see him as much as i talk to him on the phone(its alot people lol) hes like so perfect for me and i know our age differences are three years but i mean that doesnt mean anything to us its just numbers anyways. there is so many girls out there that would love to have him and so much more pretty girls and he chose me! i dont know why but he did, i love him so much and always will, i dont know what to say about me and but except we are meant for eachother! i love him so!!!
Jenn was supposed to come up to see me in late augus, well her mom said not until september, so yea, i dont know what to say about that except 40 Days! lol i love her too and i dont know what the fuck i would do with out my jenny poo in my life, i would fall apart she's my fucking soul i love her so much too.
Brittany, i love that girl and always will i mean shes my other half and i love her dearly. being apart from her is like cutting me in half and living wiht it, its impossible, you just cant do that! lol i love her so much and always will.
well thats about it im going to go i love you all and dont ever forget it! love you bye bye <333 Dani
"I'M LOST WITHOUT YOU" <-------from the wonderfully tallented people BLONK 182, thats for all you guys because truly i am lost without you all! there is always a place for you in my heart and my home! i love you guys, you are my family and i hope you can say the same to me! i love you
Brie " just keep fucking Swimming" lol i love you bye bye
i miss my mom alot, i've really been thinking about her lately and i dont know what do i mean sometime i want to call her but then i think "what would i say?" like there is so much to say to her but i dont know how to say it! i wouldnt know what to do if anything ever happend to her and i wouldnt be able to tell her the things i want to tell her! i miss her alot and i fucking love her so much to, i dont know what i would do with out her in my my life. her boyfriend ken too, i love him alot and i dont know what i would do if something ever happened to him, there is so much i want to tell them both i just dont know how to tell them! its so complicated.
Its funny to me how much i think about them, i just sont know what to do anymore! they are my life i've learned so much from ken and a little from my mom, i know they want the best for me and I want the best for me, i want to be ok and make it in this hell called life! i quit smoking and havnt smoked a ciggarette for like 3 weeks now and im so proud of myself! :-D
Michael and i are on a break as he says but i dont knwo i miss him alot too i mean i wish i could see him as much as i talk to him on the phone(its alot people lol) hes like so perfect for me and i know our age differences are three years but i mean that doesnt mean anything to us its just numbers anyways. there is so many girls out there that would love to have him and so much more pretty girls and he chose me! i dont know why but he did, i love him so much and always will, i dont know what to say about me and but except we are meant for eachother! i love him so!!!
Jenn was supposed to come up to see me in late augus, well her mom said not until september, so yea, i dont know what to say about that except 40 Days! lol i love her too and i dont know what the fuck i would do with out my jenny poo in my life, i would fall apart she's my fucking soul i love her so much too.
Brittany, i love that girl and always will i mean shes my other half and i love her dearly. being apart from her is like cutting me in half and living wiht it, its impossible, you just cant do that! lol i love her so much and always will.
well thats about it im going to go i love you all and dont ever forget it! love you bye bye <333 Dani
"I'M LOST WITHOUT YOU" <-------from the wonderfully tallented people BLONK 182, thats for all you guys because truly i am lost without you all! there is always a place for you in my heart and my home! i love you guys, you are my family and i hope you can say the same to me! i love you
Brie " just keep fucking Swimming" lol i love you bye bye