Who am i?

Nov 11, 2005 15:16

So basically I’m a fucking wreck right now, I feel like I’ve lost everyone who as ever meant something to me. I feel like what were my closet friends don’t even recognize me as a person anymore and that hurts more than u’ll ever know. Right now I’m sending an apology out to everyone who I’ve ever done anything to in any way. There are some people that are making me out to be such an awful person right now, and I don’t know how much more I can take of it. I’m sitting here bawling my eyes out, shaking like hell, because there is nothing else that I feel I can do. There is no one I can talk to anymore so I’m writing this all out.

First of all what happened to my girls, my bests, the people who were like sisters to me? Really what happened to us, I have no idea. Before things got so messed up I always felt I could talk you guys, and in particular I’m talking about darci, and angela. Like what happened to us, what did I do, can someone please tell me?

There is so much more to this but not to post on live journal…

Lose one friend
Lose all friends
Lose yourself…
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