Sep 02, 2005 14:10
I'm sorry
I dont know why i did what i did, i wont do it again. I'm angry with myself and the position i put myself in. I dont regret what i did because i dont live my life with regrets, but if i could do it again i would do it differently. In that moment its what i wanted, but now i dont know why i wanted it. I thought i was a strong person, but i've realized i have weaknesses and i dont know how to control them. I'm feeling sad for so many reasons. My life was going so good and i was happy with who i was, now i feel like i dont even know who i am. I wish there was someone who fully understood what i'm going through...