(no subject)
Wow...it's been a while but i just felt the need to update.
So what is wrong with me?? Where do i go now? I'm at such a freaking standstill that i don't know what to do. Do i move on or go back? I don't know if i can move on i don't really have any closure...and that makes it really hard. In a way i have moved on but that one thing will always be in the back of my head. I don't think it will ever go away. And this has been going on for such a long time...it's at the breaking point now, i really need to make a decision. The other part of me wants to go back i want it to be like it was before...but i know it never will be, it can't be, but i want it to be. I would go on but the only thing that would be established is that i don't know what to do...blah blah blah!!
That's all
<3 linz
So what is wrong with me?? Where do i go now? I'm at such a freaking standstill that i don't know what to do. Do i move on or go back? I don't know if i can move on i don't really have any closure...and that makes it really hard. In a way i have moved on but that one thing will always be in the back of my head. I don't think it will ever go away. And this has been going on for such a long time...it's at the breaking point now, i really need to make a decision. The other part of me wants to go back i want it to be like it was before...but i know it never will be, it can't be, but i want it to be. I would go on but the only thing that would be established is that i don't know what to do...blah blah blah!!
That's all
<3 linz