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[luvbug63769]

so u see i havent updated in a while....nuthin goin on really jus me working 24/7 and thats about it. i dont really hang out w/ many people anymore which blows ass. still dont have my liscens hopefully i get it sooooon if not im sooooooooo incredibly screwd. i gotta talk to the bank about getting a car loan...hopefully that goes through if not then i am not gonna be goin to school cuz i have no way of getting there when daryl is working. im driving myself crazy lately...only cuz i have so much shit on my mind again. it sux how people completely change and its like 1 minute their there and the littlest thing takes them away. i miss high school. only bc people there actully were ur friend and didnt change that fast and ignore u. people kill me these days its like they say their gonna forever be there for u and they arent gonna turn on u...welllllllll guess what thats a bull shit of a line. which actully it makes u a better person and u realize who r ur true friends and who will actully be there for u...sad that it had to happen that way but it did and life goes on. yea even tho i miss the fun times we had but i kno it wont ever happen again so what can i do......all i want in life is to find a true friend who wont dick me around and who wont sit there and lie to u and shit like that...which in all reality i have found only 3 people that i kno that r gonna be in my life forever guess thats all i really need right? eh wish it wasnt true but yea anyways.......

christmas is soon cant wait for that shit to be over im begining to hate the holidays. it sux the money right out of me. it feels like i never have enough to do what i wanna do. so im probably getting a 2nd job along w/ goin to school. yea so i'll be completely busy outa my mind.....maybe thats what i need who knos.... blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh alright well im out im jus goin onnnnnnn and onnnnnnnn byesss
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PS~ <<*>>I LOVE MY BABY<<*>>