You are a sensual salvation, You're the holiest temptation...
Baby I'm never, never, never gonna be the same
wow. its been so long since i last wrote in this thing. almost a month and a half since moving out of the woo. hmmmmmm, how has summertime been so far? well the social life is pretty slackin. party here, beach there, going out to dinner here...but for the most part nothing to do other than summer school and work. which is fine. i like being with the people that matter the most to me. parties will just have to come whenever. as for positanos, i really really really am starting to like the place. ofcourse they have a share of people i dont like, but for the most part mauricio and gerard and greg and everyone is so much fun. never a dull night. and making bank is also a nice bonus. not to mention ill be getting a new ride soon cuz that hunk of shit just died. god bless. i need a little more spice in my life tho im not gonna lie. something to keep me burning inside and alive. i feel like everything is too dull. too repetitive. not so much exciting! i want some hotness to go down!
for the first time i dont have control over something and it scares me. i hate how vulnerable i am to my feelings. i dont want to get hurt. and you just mean so much to me that i know ill get hurt some how. one way or another. you are my world, as much as i hide it. i think about you when i wake up and when i close my eyes to sleep. so many things remind me of you. and all i want to do is curl up in your strong arms and feel that breeze against my face. i miss you so much it hurts me to think about you. for once in my life ive been inspired by someone else to be a better me. and now youre so far from me and i feel myself slip back into old habits. youre such a kindred spirit, the distance between us is making me loose your inspiration. i miss you so much that i cant bare to think about you. at all. so i wont. i cant do this to myself. it drives me insane. fate will bring us together...and if it doesnt at least ill be prepared. i wish you knew i had a live journal so you could see this. i can never bring myself to say these things to your face. you take my breath away.
besides all that, i feel like im sexually attracted to every single person i meet (males that is) im boy crazy...its really quite sad!
summer school soon...gotta go to bed....
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wow. its been so long since i last wrote in this thing. almost a month and a half since moving out of the woo. hmmmmmm, how has summertime been so far? well the social life is pretty slackin. party here, beach there, going out to dinner here...but for the most part nothing to do other than summer school and work. which is fine. i like being with the people that matter the most to me. parties will just have to come whenever. as for positanos, i really really really am starting to like the place. ofcourse they have a share of people i dont like, but for the most part mauricio and gerard and greg and everyone is so much fun. never a dull night. and making bank is also a nice bonus. not to mention ill be getting a new ride soon cuz that hunk of shit just died. god bless. i need a little more spice in my life tho im not gonna lie. something to keep me burning inside and alive. i feel like everything is too dull. too repetitive. not so much exciting! i want some hotness to go down!
for the first time i dont have control over something and it scares me. i hate how vulnerable i am to my feelings. i dont want to get hurt. and you just mean so much to me that i know ill get hurt some how. one way or another. you are my world, as much as i hide it. i think about you when i wake up and when i close my eyes to sleep. so many things remind me of you. and all i want to do is curl up in your strong arms and feel that breeze against my face. i miss you so much it hurts me to think about you. for once in my life ive been inspired by someone else to be a better me. and now youre so far from me and i feel myself slip back into old habits. youre such a kindred spirit, the distance between us is making me loose your inspiration. i miss you so much that i cant bare to think about you. at all. so i wont. i cant do this to myself. it drives me insane. fate will bring us together...and if it doesnt at least ill be prepared. i wish you knew i had a live journal so you could see this. i can never bring myself to say these things to your face. you take my breath away.
besides all that, i feel like im sexually attracted to every single person i meet (males that is) im boy crazy...its really quite sad!
summer school soon...gotta go to bed....
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