Aug 18, 2005 00:03
Dad, Brother, and I went and drove down our street tonight to check
things out... and our neighbors house was boarded up. Their house
caught on fire the other day, and it seriously... almost made me cry.
THis family... okay, three little girls and two parents working
opposite shifts. The mom worked @ Buffalo Wild Wings, and the dad
somewhere in Lansing. She walked to work EVERYDAY, and the dad rode the
bus. They couldnt afford a car, and had been in and out of houses their
whole life. A few times my mom would be driving by her, and we would
pick her up and take her to work. SHe was really nice. ANd it makes me
realize that there are ppl out there who live such a hard life, and get
beat down constantly, but still have the urge to move on. That is
amazing.
My dad was also talking about some of his experiences as a
firefighter.... and it is really crazy how much they do, and dont get
recognized for it.
I.N.S.P.I.R.I.N.G
Life is passing me by so quickly. Between working, finding places to
stay, and seeing friends. I cant believe summer is almost over.
Im so irrtated right now, that im actually shaking. Why do I put myself through this?
I have decided that im done. for good. no lies this time.
Its so hard to sit back and just... watch, and have no influence.
So, all Im gonna say is... hope ur happy. This is what we r left with. Constant fighting.
Ive never felt like this before.
Saturday needs to come. I need to be with Liz.
Im out. irrtated as all hell.
So much for it all working out.
Shake it off. Ummmm, an amazing song.