I gotta S.h.ak.e. It O.f.f...... :/
Laguna in a hourrrr! yesss.
You see... the thing is, I am at the point where I will do just about anything to stay at Ferndale. School is about to start and its still stuck in my head that im gonna be walking down the halls of FHS. So... lets cross our fingers, and hope they r gonna let me stay :D
Coming into Ferndale is weird to me. Its weird knowing that I dont have a house to go to all the time, and a place to just invite ppl over too. It kinda sux :/ I also feel like everyone that I have been hanging out with... is getting bored, so I decided I will try and stay in Warren for a while. Everyone is leaving for some sort of vacation anyways, and it will be good family time, right?!?!
I love shopping. Especially when u can go to places and get pants that r normally $50, for under $20... it puts me in such a good moood.
:D
Its been getting harder and harder to hangout with him. I realllly want us to be friends, and as of now... thats what we r, but watching him do the stuff he does is killing me. I wish that just once he would hear me out and listen to what im telling him.
Sidenote: I was watching Dr. Phil today and these scientists did a study on y guys dont listen to girls... and they say its b/c guys hear a girls voice different then any other voice. They hear it as more of the melody then actually just talking. So... while they r listening they tend to zone out, like ppl do with music?? Idk, it was weird... and pointless. I dont believe any of it. Plus... the scientists, were guys. But back to blabbing...
Just talking to him def makes me like him again, but then thinking about everything he does... pushes me right back to where I was when we broke up. WhYyY do relationships have to be this confusing?!?!?!?
_I really want my license. I know I cant get it until December, but its really not that far away. ONly like... 4 months? I can deal with that.
I have come to realize that laying in bed and listening music is one of the best ways to relax. WHen I am home... thats probably what I am doing. I must of spent three hours in there today, just thinking about everything and anything. i loved every minute of it.
Patiencce... some thing I have learned that I dont have anymore. I cant deal with immature ppl, my brothers, and even my parents sometimes. its wonderful having ur own room, and a radio that u can blast... b/c if it werent for those things, I would be wandering the streets. 24/7.
I realllllly realllllly wish that I was a person who lived on the edge. Sometimes I wish my parents were so aware of everything that goes on, and I also wish there weren't ppl out there who try their hardest to find out about certain ppl. Sticking their noses in everyone else's business, and turning around and telling my mom... not. coool.
Well anyways... I cant wait for tomorrow. Going to the airport with Kevin to get LIZZ. Shes finally coming home. She made me sad the other day though... when she said she really didnt wanna come home :/
I wish I could travel more.... it seems like such an amazing experience.
Im out though. Family time....
<3
I miss itttt... sooo effin much.
You see... the thing is, I am at the point where I will do just about anything to stay at Ferndale. School is about to start and its still stuck in my head that im gonna be walking down the halls of FHS. So... lets cross our fingers, and hope they r gonna let me stay :D
Coming into Ferndale is weird to me. Its weird knowing that I dont have a house to go to all the time, and a place to just invite ppl over too. It kinda sux :/ I also feel like everyone that I have been hanging out with... is getting bored, so I decided I will try and stay in Warren for a while. Everyone is leaving for some sort of vacation anyways, and it will be good family time, right?!?!
I love shopping. Especially when u can go to places and get pants that r normally $50, for under $20... it puts me in such a good moood.
:D
Its been getting harder and harder to hangout with him. I realllly want us to be friends, and as of now... thats what we r, but watching him do the stuff he does is killing me. I wish that just once he would hear me out and listen to what im telling him.
Sidenote: I was watching Dr. Phil today and these scientists did a study on y guys dont listen to girls... and they say its b/c guys hear a girls voice different then any other voice. They hear it as more of the melody then actually just talking. So... while they r listening they tend to zone out, like ppl do with music?? Idk, it was weird... and pointless. I dont believe any of it. Plus... the scientists, were guys. But back to blabbing...
Just talking to him def makes me like him again, but then thinking about everything he does... pushes me right back to where I was when we broke up. WhYyY do relationships have to be this confusing?!?!?!?
_I really want my license. I know I cant get it until December, but its really not that far away. ONly like... 4 months? I can deal with that.
I have come to realize that laying in bed and listening music is one of the best ways to relax. WHen I am home... thats probably what I am doing. I must of spent three hours in there today, just thinking about everything and anything. i loved every minute of it.
Patiencce... some thing I have learned that I dont have anymore. I cant deal with immature ppl, my brothers, and even my parents sometimes. its wonderful having ur own room, and a radio that u can blast... b/c if it werent for those things, I would be wandering the streets. 24/7.
I realllllly realllllly wish that I was a person who lived on the edge. Sometimes I wish my parents were so aware of everything that goes on, and I also wish there weren't ppl out there who try their hardest to find out about certain ppl. Sticking their noses in everyone else's business, and turning around and telling my mom... not. coool.
Well anyways... I cant wait for tomorrow. Going to the airport with Kevin to get LIZZ. Shes finally coming home. She made me sad the other day though... when she said she really didnt wanna come home :/
I wish I could travel more.... it seems like such an amazing experience.
Im out though. Family time....
<3
I miss itttt... sooo effin much.