i listened to your heartbeat as i held you in my arms..

[luvalways_amz]

wow.
i hate feeling like this.
i really do.
i miss "him" so much.
and theres nothing i can do about it.
i hate never being able to see him cuz of "too much homework"
or other plans/committments.
and school- i never see him there either.
i hate it.
also, another thing i hate.
i hate not seeing my friends at school.
i miss them so much.
and i feel like i haven't talked to some of them in so long.
and i want to.
no.
i need to.

okay well- thats all for now.
comment. or don't.
♥♥