Mar 02, 2005 13:10
Many of you have probably already read this..but it has been on my mind again lately.
I wrote this a few months ago and previously posted it on my (R.I.P) Blog. just how i feel....again.
The sinful passion spewing from the lips to virgin ears. My passion consumes every fabric of my being. The thought of your hand upon my chest. The overwhelming urges. In my mind I can taste the sweet salt of your skin. I can feel your fingertips gliding lightly from clavicle to breast. My heart thumps as if it were trying to escape. Perhaps escape the yearning that it has for its partner. Two heartbeats racing. Racing to join together in lovers bliss. This sin is overwhelming. I close my eyes. Oh how softly our tongues intertwine, gliding in slow, sensual strokes.
Although, I may not embrace these thoughts. My body is broken. It has become tough and worn in this winter, for you are my summer. You are what fills all things with life. In this bleak winter of my life, you are not near to me.
I try to snap myself out of these catalyst visions. Why do I feel this way?
Today, the stereotypical man’s thoughts alone are supposedly filled with these desires. Well, damn those stereotypical assumptions! Shall I be labeled a man? For these desires of lust and passion consume this woman’s every dream and thought. Is that wrong? This sin that I have yet acted upon, but have replayed it in my mind over a thousand times.
Oh to feel the warmth of your body pressed close to mine. Every scattered breath in complete unison. To stare intimately into one another’s eyes is what I long for. I see you through eyes masked, but behind this mask are eyes red with desire. Again my mind wanders. Kisses tracing along slender hips, light touches to the inner thigh….NO!!! Someone steal these devilish thoughts! For they will burn a hole in all ears who hear….but even worse, have already been burned deep within my soul.
This isn't really about anyone in specific, it just represents that i want someone to feel that way with.