Lost your Girl & Lost your World
Life is treating me well.
Since i've been back from new york, i've been with scott laying aroud consistently.
I've been hanging out with Alex for the past couple of nights, and last night we met up with john and cammie and some really nice girls on sunset.
hopefully we'll be meeting up w/ carrie tonight.
aj is the best friend i could ever ask for and i love him more than he knows.
things are getting back to normal with martine;i needed that.
the only shitty thing that was going on was i thought i lost my mars volta cd, and today it appeared.
PRAISE THE LORD !
i've never made a post such as this...hmmm...i love you all.
HAVE YOU EVER:
i started this entry days ago..so some of those "yesterdays" and "last nights" were a few nights ago.
1) kissed your cousin: ew?
2) ran away: just overnight.
3) broken someone's heart: yes.
4) been in love:thrice
5) cried when someone died: i don't think so.
6) broken a bone: no.
7) drank alcohol: yeah
8) lied: mhmm
9) cried in school: too much
WHICH IS BETTER:
10) coke or pepsi: coke
11) sprite or 7up: sprite
12) girls or guys: guys
13) flowers or candy: flower
14) scruff or clean shaven: cleannn
15) quiet or loud: both
16) blondes or brunettes:doesnt matter
17) bitchy or slutty:both are grand
18) tall or short: tall
19) pants or shorts: haah pants.pants.
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
20) what do you notice first: style & hair
21) last person you slow danced with: haha scott jok-in-gly
22) worst thing to do: not care
THE LAST TIME:
23) showered: last night
24) had sex: not too long ago.
25) had a great time with the opposite sex: last night.
WHAT IS:
26) your good luck charm: a black silk heart pillow.
27) person you hate the most: that is a toughy...
28) the best thing that has happened to you today: talking to james again
FAVORITES:
29) color: black & green
30) movie: edward scissorhands,igby goes down,romi and michelles high school reunion
31) book: too many
32) subject in school: photography
33) juice: ew.
34) cars: mine.
35) ice cream: coffee heath bar crunch
36) holiday: quanza.
37) season: fall.
38) breakfast food: pastries from the holiday inn & ihop
39) music to brood to: euwwwhaaat
DO YOU EVER:
40) sit by the phone waiting for a phone call at night: =/
41) save internet conversations: i have before
42) save emails: yes
43) wish you were someone else: all the time
44) wish you were a member of the opposite sex:every day
45) cried because of someone's mean words: all the time.yes.
BEST:
46) cologne: christian dior's higher & adidas sport
47) friend: scott & aj
48) kiss:
49) romantic memory: the weekend of march 22nd
50) most recent advice given to you: follow your heart.
DO YOU
51) color your hair: yes
52) have tattooes: no
53) have piercings: ears
54) have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes
55) own a webcam: nope
56) own a thong: yes
57) ever get off the computer: very much so
58) sprechen sie deutsche: no life
59) habla espanol: nope
60) quack: NO
HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU:
61) stolen anything: weeee
62) smoke: no
63) schizophrenic: most likely
64) obsessive: mhmm
65) compulsive: sure
66) obsessive compulsive: laaa
67) panic: YES
68) anxiety:YES.
69) depressed: yes
70) suicidial: no
71) obsessed with hate:no?
72) dream of mutliated bodies, blood, death, and gore: NO.
73) if you could be anywhere, where would you be?: chicago or austrailia
74) can you do anything freakish with your body: nope
75) what facial feature do you find the most attractive: smile and eyes
76) would you vote for a woman candidate for president: sure
77) would you marry for money: ew/
78) have you had braces: those were the days..
79) do you pluck your eyebrows: yes
80) do you like hairy backs: ewwwwwwwwww
81) could you live without a computer: yes
82) do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list, etc...?aol
83) if so, how many people are on your lists: 50
84) if you could live in any post time period, which would it be? 60's or 80's
85) do you drink enough water: i think i do
86) do you wear shoes in the house or take them off:both
87) what is your favorite fruit: eh tangerine
88) do you eat wheat bread or white: both
89) do you kiss on the first date: depends on the bro.
90) are you photogenic: NO
91) do you dream in color or black and white: no idea
92) are you wearing fingernail polish: no
93) do you have any dimples: nope
94) do you remember being born: no LIFE
95) why do you take survey's: i'm gayyyy
96) do you drink alcohol: yes.
97) what is the best accent: austrailian and long chicago a's
98) who do you want to kiss:scott
99) do you like sunrises or sunsets the most: sunsets
100) do you want to live to be 100?:why wouldnt i
101) is a flat stomach important to you: yes =/.
102) are you loyal: yes
103) are you tolerant of other people's beliefs: barely
104) when you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? OFF
105) do you have nightmares frequently: on occasion
106) do you like your nose: NO
107) do you think you can draw well: no
108) at what age did you find out Santa Claus wasn't real? young
109) how many pairs of shoes are in your closet: about 30
110) do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like variety?variety.
111) do you write poetry: no
112) do you snore: no.
113) do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides? fetal
114) dog/cat? 3 doggiess
115) do you lick stamps: yeah
116) do you use an electric can opener? no.
117) have you ridden in a hot air balloon: ew
118) which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain: emotional/
119) favorite TV show: most extreme elimination challenge
120) do you know anyone who is clinically depressed: yes
121) do you prefer a piano or violin: keyboard
122) are you a sex addict? haha no no.
123) do you know someone who has cancer? no
124) do you like to argue: sadly.
125) do you hunt: uh
126) do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants: resturants
127) would you rather vist a zoo or an art musuem: both
128) do you have a middle name?: claire
129) are you basically a happy person: 50/50
130) are you tired?: not really
131) did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?: nope
132) how many phones do you have in your house: 9 phones 3 lines
133) how long is your hair: not very
134) do you get along with your parents? recently yes
135) what color of eyes do you prefer: any color
136) first name: abigail
137) were you named after anyone?: my grandfather albert
138) do you wish on stars?: no
139) when did you last cry: last night
140) if you were making a movie about yourself, what would the title be? i have no life
EVERYTHING
141) do you like your handwriting:no
142) who do you admire and why: fionna apple for every reason
143) what is the #1 priority in your life?: finding happiness and being content with life
144) what is your favorite lunchmeat? fake processed fatning lunchables.
145) any bad habits: bad moods, cracking my knuckles,popping my pimples when the doc says no ;)
146) what is your most embarrassing CD? 5ive
147) if you were another person, would you be friends with yourself: probably not
148) are you a daredevil: i dont know
149) have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? i think
150) have you ever stolen anything: youve already asked me this
151) do looks matter: not too much
152) have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid: 8 )
153) do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow: sure.
154) do fish have feelings: hahah
155) are you trendy? i hope not
156) how do you release anger? taking my frustration on someone who doesnt deserve it
157) Where is your second? no life?
158) do you trust others easily: not at all
159) what was your favorite toy as a child?: barbies and ponies
160) what class in school do you think is totally useless? p e
161) do you like sappy love songs? LOVEEE
162) have you ever been on radio or television: yeah.
163) do you have a journal: um
164) do you use sarcasm a lot: too much
165) have you ever been in another country: yes
166) what do you look for in a girl/guy?: everything
167) what is/are your nickname?my favorite would have to be Bra-less Beauty
168) would you bungee jump?: ys
169) do you untie your shoes when you take them off?: no
170) what are you worried about right now?: friends and the show tonight
171) do you think you are strong: not in the least
172) what's your least favorite thing in the world: people
173) how many wisdom teeth do you have?ew
174) what would you change about yourself: my nose and personality
175) i need: a life
176) i find: clothes
177) i want: happiness
178) i have: no life
179) i wish: he never left.
180) i love: scott
181) i hate: everyone
182) i miss: scott
183) i fear: rejection
184) i feel: lonely.
185) i hear: mars volta
186) i smell: shampoo
187) i wonder: how gay this school year will be
188) i regret: he already knows.
Since i've been back from new york, i've been with scott laying aroud consistently.
I've been hanging out with Alex for the past couple of nights, and last night we met up with john and cammie and some really nice girls on sunset.
hopefully we'll be meeting up w/ carrie tonight.
aj is the best friend i could ever ask for and i love him more than he knows.
things are getting back to normal with martine;i needed that.
the only shitty thing that was going on was i thought i lost my mars volta cd, and today it appeared.
PRAISE THE LORD !
i've never made a post such as this...hmmm...i love you all.
HAVE YOU EVER:
i started this entry days ago..so some of those "yesterdays" and "last nights" were a few nights ago.
1) kissed your cousin: ew?
2) ran away: just overnight.
3) broken someone's heart: yes.
4) been in love:thrice
5) cried when someone died: i don't think so.
6) broken a bone: no.
7) drank alcohol: yeah
8) lied: mhmm
9) cried in school: too much
WHICH IS BETTER:
10) coke or pepsi: coke
11) sprite or 7up: sprite
12) girls or guys: guys
13) flowers or candy: flower
14) scruff or clean shaven: cleannn
15) quiet or loud: both
16) blondes or brunettes:doesnt matter
17) bitchy or slutty:both are grand
18) tall or short: tall
19) pants or shorts: haah pants.pants.
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
20) what do you notice first: style & hair
21) last person you slow danced with: haha scott jok-in-gly
22) worst thing to do: not care
THE LAST TIME:
23) showered: last night
24) had sex: not too long ago.
25) had a great time with the opposite sex: last night.
WHAT IS:
26) your good luck charm: a black silk heart pillow.
27) person you hate the most: that is a toughy...
28) the best thing that has happened to you today: talking to james again
FAVORITES:
29) color: black & green
30) movie: edward scissorhands,igby goes down,romi and michelles high school reunion
31) book: too many
32) subject in school: photography
33) juice: ew.
34) cars: mine.
35) ice cream: coffee heath bar crunch
36) holiday: quanza.
37) season: fall.
38) breakfast food: pastries from the holiday inn & ihop
39) music to brood to: euwwwhaaat
DO YOU EVER:
40) sit by the phone waiting for a phone call at night: =/
41) save internet conversations: i have before
42) save emails: yes
43) wish you were someone else: all the time
44) wish you were a member of the opposite sex:every day
45) cried because of someone's mean words: all the time.yes.
BEST:
46) cologne: christian dior's higher & adidas sport
47) friend: scott & aj
48) kiss:
49) romantic memory: the weekend of march 22nd
50) most recent advice given to you: follow your heart.
DO YOU
51) color your hair: yes
52) have tattooes: no
53) have piercings: ears
54) have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes
55) own a webcam: nope
56) own a thong: yes
57) ever get off the computer: very much so
58) sprechen sie deutsche: no life
59) habla espanol: nope
60) quack: NO
HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU:
61) stolen anything: weeee
62) smoke: no
63) schizophrenic: most likely
64) obsessive: mhmm
65) compulsive: sure
66) obsessive compulsive: laaa
67) panic: YES
68) anxiety:YES.
69) depressed: yes
70) suicidial: no
71) obsessed with hate:no?
72) dream of mutliated bodies, blood, death, and gore: NO.
73) if you could be anywhere, where would you be?: chicago or austrailia
74) can you do anything freakish with your body: nope
75) what facial feature do you find the most attractive: smile and eyes
76) would you vote for a woman candidate for president: sure
77) would you marry for money: ew/
78) have you had braces: those were the days..
79) do you pluck your eyebrows: yes
80) do you like hairy backs: ewwwwwwwwww
81) could you live without a computer: yes
82) do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list, etc...?aol
83) if so, how many people are on your lists: 50
84) if you could live in any post time period, which would it be? 60's or 80's
85) do you drink enough water: i think i do
86) do you wear shoes in the house or take them off:both
87) what is your favorite fruit: eh tangerine
88) do you eat wheat bread or white: both
89) do you kiss on the first date: depends on the bro.
90) are you photogenic: NO
91) do you dream in color or black and white: no idea
92) are you wearing fingernail polish: no
93) do you have any dimples: nope
94) do you remember being born: no LIFE
95) why do you take survey's: i'm gayyyy
96) do you drink alcohol: yes.
97) what is the best accent: austrailian and long chicago a's
98) who do you want to kiss:scott
99) do you like sunrises or sunsets the most: sunsets
100) do you want to live to be 100?:why wouldnt i
101) is a flat stomach important to you: yes =/.
102) are you loyal: yes
103) are you tolerant of other people's beliefs: barely
104) when you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? OFF
105) do you have nightmares frequently: on occasion
106) do you like your nose: NO
107) do you think you can draw well: no
108) at what age did you find out Santa Claus wasn't real? young
109) how many pairs of shoes are in your closet: about 30
110) do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like variety?variety.
111) do you write poetry: no
112) do you snore: no.
113) do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides? fetal
114) dog/cat? 3 doggiess
115) do you lick stamps: yeah
116) do you use an electric can opener? no.
117) have you ridden in a hot air balloon: ew
118) which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain: emotional/
119) favorite TV show: most extreme elimination challenge
120) do you know anyone who is clinically depressed: yes
121) do you prefer a piano or violin: keyboard
122) are you a sex addict? haha no no.
123) do you know someone who has cancer? no
124) do you like to argue: sadly.
125) do you hunt: uh
126) do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants: resturants
127) would you rather vist a zoo or an art musuem: both
128) do you have a middle name?: claire
129) are you basically a happy person: 50/50
130) are you tired?: not really
131) did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?: nope
132) how many phones do you have in your house: 9 phones 3 lines
133) how long is your hair: not very
134) do you get along with your parents? recently yes
135) what color of eyes do you prefer: any color
136) first name: abigail
137) were you named after anyone?: my grandfather albert
138) do you wish on stars?: no
139) when did you last cry: last night
140) if you were making a movie about yourself, what would the title be? i have no life
EVERYTHING
141) do you like your handwriting:no
142) who do you admire and why: fionna apple for every reason
143) what is the #1 priority in your life?: finding happiness and being content with life
144) what is your favorite lunchmeat? fake processed fatning lunchables.
145) any bad habits: bad moods, cracking my knuckles,popping my pimples when the doc says no ;)
146) what is your most embarrassing CD? 5ive
147) if you were another person, would you be friends with yourself: probably not
148) are you a daredevil: i dont know
149) have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? i think
150) have you ever stolen anything: youve already asked me this
151) do looks matter: not too much
152) have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid: 8 )
153) do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow: sure.
154) do fish have feelings: hahah
155) are you trendy? i hope not
156) how do you release anger? taking my frustration on someone who doesnt deserve it
157) Where is your second? no life?
158) do you trust others easily: not at all
159) what was your favorite toy as a child?: barbies and ponies
160) what class in school do you think is totally useless? p e
161) do you like sappy love songs? LOVEEE
162) have you ever been on radio or television: yeah.
163) do you have a journal: um
164) do you use sarcasm a lot: too much
165) have you ever been in another country: yes
166) what do you look for in a girl/guy?: everything
167) what is/are your nickname?my favorite would have to be Bra-less Beauty
168) would you bungee jump?: ys
169) do you untie your shoes when you take them off?: no
170) what are you worried about right now?: friends and the show tonight
171) do you think you are strong: not in the least
172) what's your least favorite thing in the world: people
173) how many wisdom teeth do you have?ew
174) what would you change about yourself: my nose and personality
175) i need: a life
176) i find: clothes
177) i want: happiness
178) i have: no life
179) i wish: he never left.
180) i love: scott
181) i hate: everyone
182) i miss: scott
183) i fear: rejection
184) i feel: lonely.
185) i hear: mars volta
186) i smell: shampoo
187) i wonder: how gay this school year will be
188) i regret: he already knows.