me + no sleep= constantly awaaakkkeee
fun times have been happenin.
i was sad actually to see my grandma and my cousin leave me at the airport on wednesday. i cried. i surprised my self. something inside of me said it would be a looooong while until id be able to see them again. im happy for my grandma tho, she just got a brand new home...actually renovated her old one that was all fucked up from bullet holes and bombs and such. it was nice to see her all happy bout it, wish her the best. i bought her four pretty flowery dessert dishes for her new home. lol i was proud of my thoughtful self : )
it was samanthas bday on wednesday. and yes i made it to her house. started out with me sam and ali at bill grays then grew to be random ppl at her house. we couldnt think of ne thing to do so we all went outside and pretended we were ten years old again. ya know, frisbee, big red orange ball, and playgrounding. we discovered sams sex hut too, so hott. it was soooo nice to spend time with my friends again. it felt like years that i had hung out wiht them, worry free and not worryin bout if my mom was gonna be mad at me or if i felt like i was leavin my cousin out or something.
we ended up goin to sam pitts pool where he lifegaurds and had some after hours swimming. soon we got in trouble and had to run haha. sharing a bowl of sesame chicken with matthew was so good, god i love sesame chicken. thank you matt for introducin me to that delicious food.
us girls and matt and jeff ended up at sams house. soon jeff left so matt was a pimp. we all layed out in sams driveway till like four in the morning...so good. i was so awake. idk whats wrong wit me, i hate sleeping. i kept wantin to have adventurous walks, but no one would. party poopers. and frankly i wasnt bothered by the fact that we had no alcohol that night, even tho we planned we would drink. i was totally just satisfied sittin around and talkin cus i hadnt done that in a wihle lol.
got two and a half hours of sleep, had to wake up at seven for drivers ed. almost killed myself driving. then spent like alllll day at elmas with my gross witch hair. then made a run to starbucks with sam and got horny over a mint mocha chip haha. good times man. now i feel like my normal self. i even went out tonight, big deal lol ladies and gentleman...three nights in a row! went to javas with jeff lindz and sam. and we sat int he corner where the wierd girl that always reads books sits.
ok im blab too much. by the way im really awake rihgt now....and i havent actually slept in o about three days. is this a condition ne one know?
p.s. i have a darien lake ticket that id like to use up before the summers up. u should all come with me and have some good old fun ; )